Part 21- Life sweet life

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Chris pov

Once I saw Ales leaving I just felt like crying just like a girl. Everybody cried but no boys cry like girls or do they?

I got in the house and started to cry harder each time and then anger appeared. The anger caused me to break the glass cups me and Ales used to share and throw a hard cover book called "Misfit" (it's a real book I read it and I love it!!!) And threw it on a mirror Ales used to use to put her makeup on and I used too. I made the mirror break they guys, too scared to get close to me. I slide my hands through my black straight hair and try to control myself but just couldn't.
"Chris stop this won't fix-"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!"
I yealled back at Ghost not wanting to but I couldn't control these crazy emotions. Ghost and Ryan came down and Ricky also Josh followed them behind. They grabbed me tight, all four of them, but they couldn't keep hold of me. I was really expecting me and Ales be a perfect couple and probably a perfect family. But look what I've done. I didnt trust or believe my own love. I had no idea what I was thinking.
"Chris please I'm fucking begging you to stop NOW!"
Balz shouted th last word. But I ignored.
"No I can't!"
I said while the tears turned to angry tears. I then pushed Balz and Ryan off me and with the strength I had left I pushed myself away from Ghost and Ricky.
"Chris c'mon you'll find another girl"
Ricky said and I shooked my head sitting on the couch.
"No I will never find a girl like Ales. I was like crazy in love with her! Don't you guys get it!?"
I said my words getting weaker.

I left to my room and shut the door then layed in my bed. It bought of all the fun times me and Ales had. She smiled a lot and so did I bunk smiled because she was happy. Now it's like a ruined fucked up fairytale. My life has been back to normal except it's worst now. I don't even know if I will ever have fun or truly smile. I felt one last tear stream down my face. I squeezed my eyes and opened them again letting out a sigh. Finally once I calmed down I got up and left the room to the living room.

Ales pov

I got to the station and cleaned all my tears.
"Hello looking for this plan"
I said and showed the person/stranger my ticket. She pointed to the right.
"Wait! We have the same ticket... Ales"
I looked back and looked at the person better but couldn't since she had the hoodie on but I can say that the voice is just like Laurens voice. Was it her?
"Its me... Lauren"
She said letting out a sigh. I covered my mouth and hugged her while tears filled my eyes.
"God Lauren I though I was going to loose you forever!"
I said and she hugged back.
"Hey. We are always together forever... That's what true best friends do right?"
I nodded and we both grabbed hands and went to the plan.

We chose our seats and most of the ride was silence.
"Happy to go back home?"
"Home sweet no!"
I said joking and we both laughed.
"I'm sorry if I acted like a bitch"
"Dont worry no one is worst than the bitch form our old high school"
She noddd and smiled. I chuckled.
"Why did you come?"
"No reason just a tiny argue"
I said fake smiling.
"By a tiny you mean huge"
She said and I let out a sigh and nodded.
"I'm sorry I caused you so much trouble, ales"
I shook my head and patted her back.
"Dont be"
I smiled at her and I saw her eyes filled with tears. I grabbed her hand and said.
"We'll be okay. Don't worry it's all just fine"
She nodded and squeezed me into a hug real hard I thought I was going to choke.

*sorry this is a but short but I'm real busy with stupid life today! ^.^ life sweet life RIGHT PEOPLE RIGHT!? xc anyways please leave comment and vote! Youll make me smile and I have dimples so yay! Honestly I don't like dimples dx *

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