Ricky's pov
I wondered what Chris wanted with Ales. He looked kinda down and he usually always has a good mood. But he barely has a sad looking face.
I saw Chris come in with a smile. I instantly knew he was in a better mood than before.
"Hey Chris!"
I heard Ales say I just smiled at Chris.
"Hey babe"
He smiled and then he turned to me and saw me smiling so he smiled back at me. My smile grew into a chuckle.
Ales jumped into Chris's arms we all did an aww face and Ales blushed.
"Its not that cute!"
She said hiding her face between his hair and neck. We all laughed. Chris put her down and Ales skipped to the kitchen.
"Whats up with you that makes you want to act childish?"
I said to Ales.
"Nothing I'm just like this when I'm happy!"
I laughed and I saw Ghost get up and go upstairs. I followed him getting curiouse.
"Boo!"
I said sneaking into him and he jumped.
"Hey! Knock?"
"Oh"
He chuckled and I sat down on his bed.
"And Chris?"
I asked and Ghost let out a sigh.
"He texted me that he well wanted to be a dad"
My eyes went wide while my heart was going extreme and breathing was bit hard.
"Woah! I never knew he wanted to be a father!?"
I said still in shock.
"He did. Since he got with Ales he wanted to be with her his whole life"
"Well does Ales know?"
I told Ghost and he nodded.
"But I don't think she is ready for it. And if she isn't ready then she isn't ready for her future"
Ghost said sounding worried.
"They are now close to there 21's. They still have time"
"Time is the problem"
I let out a sigh and got back up.
"Well that's all that I needed I just got a bit worried and thanks"
I said not wanting to talk about anything else.
"No problem bye"
I closed the door of his room and crashed into Ales.
"Oh sorry I had to-"
"Its fine don't worry. Hey did Chris um-"
She interrupted.
"I have to go to the restroom talk to you later okay? Bye!"
She said speed walking to the restrooms. I saw tears fill her eyes. I guess I went to hard on her. But how?
Ales pov
I felt bad once he mentioned Chris. I saw him look sad in the morning. First my Dad dies and I failed his promise:
"Never look back at the past focus on the future and don't try to do things that will make others worry. Promise me"
I felt tears fill my eyes just remembering his voice. Not recognizing his face. Mom never loved me since my dad had past away. She got divorced and mariied a stupid Step dad that I disliked.he judged me by every single shit I do or like. Now Chris is upset with me because of me. I still have more to add but I don't want to remember it.
I then cried. I couldn't stop crying. All those words, hate, lies, and more I just can't support it no more. It has been a while I haven't cut. I let out a sigh and suddenly got a Anxious feeling. I had hard time breathing and my chest was hurting. I tried opening the window but the breathing got harder. I closed my eyes and then my anger got out of control so I punched the mirror and grabbed one of the glass and cut my wrist. Yes it is stupid at a girl at my age. But it helps... For me.
I started counting my cuts and realizd it was almost to 12 cuts that's when I stopped.
"What is wrong with me!?"
I said sobbing and then I heard someone walk upstairs. I quickly put everything away and cleaned up th floor getting cut again about 2x or a bit more.
"Baby! Are you okay?"
I heard Chris say. I cleaned my face and then put water in my cuts which burned like hell.
"Yeah!"
I said trying to sound okay.
"Stop it Ales! Let me come in now!"
Chris said trying to open the door then the rest of the guys came with him.
"Ales open the door hun"
I heard Ghost say.
"No! I can't!"
I said back trying to grab my emergency sweater so I can cover my cuts. The problem is I can't stop bleeding. And my eyes look red. I poured water over my face and opened the door.
"Babe your okay!"
Chris said hugging me.
"Yeah"
I said starting towards Ryan who didn't really agreed with my answer.
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