Ales pov
"Finally hello New York!"
I yelled as I drop my bags and stuff.
"And hello to warp tour"
I look at Lauren shocked.
"WHAT? WHO?"
she looked at me letting out a sigh
"Ryan and Chr-"
"Bitch! Don't you dare to say that word ever again!"
I say playing around but being serious at the same time. She lets out a chuckle and walks with me.
"Where we living?"
"With Zamora"
She did and 'oh' face. Zamora is the smartest girl and likes to be hipster style and a but of street style too.
"Who is she?"
"Internet friend"
Lauren smiled and turned away. Wonder what's up with her. She is probably missing Ryan and doesn't really want to see him. That's how I feel towards Chris but I hate him. Hopefully. Foolish Chris! How could he though? He freaking yelled at me and ... And he looked like he was just done with me he reminded me of my mother. And I hate my mother no matter how hard I try to look at the good side of her I just cant.
Once we got to Zamora I quickly payed the taxi and left running knocking in her door.
"Zami!"
I yell and hug her.
"Hey Ales... Who's this?"
She says pointing towards Lauren.
"Lauren she will be staying wig us I told you"
"Ah, yes I remember"
She says letting out a hand so Lauren can shake it.
"What song is this?"
I tell Zamora as she slowly turns her head towards me.
"Stumbling in your footsteps by Get Scared"
I smiled happy seeing her enjoying one of the punk bands.
"Hold on! This is a sad song it's depressing. Why listen to it?"
Zamora eyes got filled with tears. So did mine when the song said
"please come home again! Let me show you were good enough for your love! What have you done? When is it ever enough? To be seen in my eyes!"
Lauren on the other hand went running to the bathroom.
Laurens pov
I tried. I really did! I just can't help the mistake we all have done. I can't stand what me and Ales have done. I moved away just for one tiny mistake? And Ales left for well a medium or big mistake. But we could've given them another chance! How stupid was I? I am just realizing! I turn my phone on stopping the sleep mode and putting it to active. I saw messages and some miss calls.
Ryan- hello?
Ryan- Are you mad at me? I didn't do anything I promise
Ryan- baby you there? Of so please I'm telling the truth not lieing I swear and hopefully you didn't leave with Ales
Ryan- text back c'mon Lauren. I still love you please tell me you love me back!!!
Ryan- fine I understand bye
No! Dang it! Why the hell did I put it in sleep mode? What should I tell him? He won't forgive me. Will he? Is it true he still loves me? Do I love him back? Is he just using me? What? What!? What is going on? Am I doing every move in life wrong?
These are too many questions I can't answer and if I do then new ones will build up. He probably doesn't like me no more.
I cried for like 2 hours or 3. My eyes really red and puffy.
Stop crying Lauren! Stop it already!
I tell myself but I just can't. I then get caught by something shiny. It's pretty silver. And pointy. I grab it and accidentally cut my finger. Weird, it didn't hurt. I tried to calm my tears but they couldn't. It just keeps creating new ones. I really want Ryan to wrap me in his arms again. I was such a big fool back there now I don't know what to say to him and I just moved here. He is coming in tour in a month or so. I sulk on my bloody finger and grab the razor it even had a blade but the blade had dried blood on it Zamora probably is full of scars. Poor girl. But then I saw something else which was a second pair of blade. I grab it and hide then quickly put them in my bag.
"Lauren? You okay?"
Ales says comforting Zamora
"What happened?"
"She got cheated on and used"
I cover my mouth in shock. I then run towards Zamora and comfort her too.
"I'm so sorry"
I say and she shakes her head.
"It's fine"
I shook my head disagreeing with her. Honestly knowing that your guy your love of your life cheating on you... That's horrible it's like your own lover was your own enemies. It felt like he was the one that stabbed you in the heart. Breaking it to pieces. I hide my feelings from them so they know that I'm okay.
*hope you like it. Well probably try to update the other I'm not sure I am so sorry again. I feel so bad but life isn't fair so yeah. Good bye beautiful creatures!!!*
