𝐇𝐈𝐌 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 || TOKIO HOTEL

07: 𝓦𝓱𝓸 𝓪𝓶 𝓘?

TRIGGER WARNING: S/H MENTIONS!!

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Georg

This hospital is so fucking lame. I opened my eyes and the sun was already blinding me. It was around 9 in the morning and I finally got out of bed. This asshole really sent me to this hospital? He burned down my treehouse and not even my mom knows about it! I then turned on the TV and found Ms. Kalev on the news. She's dead?! How the hell did that happen so fast! I quickly rubbed my eyes to make sure I was seeing everything right, and I did.

"How the fuck?! Murder?! Wait-" I thought to myself and wondered, who could've killed her instantly? I then figured out who it was, take a guess?

"Bill Kaulitz, that motherfucking psycho." I then hopped out of bed, ate breakfast quickly and took my medications. I then went to the bathroom and called my mom if she was alright. She picked up the phone immediately,

"Oh honey, are you okay?" Mom answered right away,

"I'm okay...I just heard that Ms. Kalev suddenly died. Do you have any idea on who murdered her?"

"I...I don't know. I truly don't know, sweetheart. But anyway, do you feel like to go home?" Mom suddenly changed the topic really quick. I then agreed and she hung up right away. Weird.

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30 minutes have passed and my mom arrived to the hospital. I then walked away from the hospital and got into the car. She silently drove home and I stayed silent too. Once we got home, I was greeted by Bill. He then ran and gave me a hug.

"Oh, I'm so glad you're okay!" Bill's fake tone came along as he hugged me. I didn't even want to bother talking to him, so I went straight to my room. My mother then continuously knocked on my door,

"Georg! That wasn't very nice! What's gotten into you, huh?" I then opened the door and saw my mom furious at me. Bill then stopped my mother from coming in and said,

"Leave us be. I'll take care of this."

My mother then stepped away and walked as Bill shut the door quickly. I was confused, why was he acting like this?

"All of this because of ONE girl...you just HAD to do it!" I then broke my silence as he shushed me,

"Please be quiet."

"Why?! Why the fuck should I stay quiet? You're a psycho!" I then pushed Bill on the ground again. He seemed frightened, that's what I like to see.

"Wait! Hold on a second-" Bill quickly rose from the ground. I glared at him,

"What?"

"Look...I didn't even want to do it! It was Maya's idea! Please..." Bill seemed genuinely terrified.

"Even if it was, you still contributed! And you killed Ms. Kalev...didn't you?" I then grabbed him and slammed him on the ground. His nose started to bleed, good.

"Okay...okay...I'll admit, I did. But only because she wanted to take me away from you!"

"Seriously? You just committed murder to me- what the hell is wrong with you dude? You really think my mom and I would allow you guys to stay here, and even KRISTINA?!...wait until she finds out what you did." I then left the room and left this house without saying a word to my mom. I have to tell Kristina the truth. The REAL truth.

Bill

"What is wrong with me?" Are the exact words I think to myself everyday. I always feel down, no matter what day it is, or even a month. When Georg punched me on the ground, I felt hopeless. Lifeless, even. I stood up from the ground as I felt drips of blood coming from my nose. It was all bruised up, for fuck sake. I went to the bathroom and took a look at myself in the mirror.

"Who am I?" I whispered to myself. I took a long pause at myself and processed that question in my mind. This was a tough question for someone to ask, and there is a tough answer to it. Am I Bill Kaulitz, the guy who lied about their identity just to impress a girl and start a new life with a new family? Or am I Sariel Kaulitz, a guy who wants to impress a girl and gets jealous easily so decides to attempt murder? I don't know who I am anymore...I don't know if I'm doing good things to Kristina...does she really want to see me like this? Of course not. I then grabbed a sharp blade from my pockets. Once I grabbed it, I instantly sobbed. I sobbed and sobbed until I sliced my wrist.

"I don't know who I am. What was I thinking? Burning down Georg's treehouse?...why..." When I think about these thoughts, the blood starts to drip more and more.

Slice.

Another cut goes by. It's like a never ending story. But eventually, I stopped. I look at my cuts and wonder, what was the point? I close my eyes and imagined, is Georg right about everything? Maybe...until then, I heard the door open. I quickly hid my blade and looked over...oh no, could it be...

"Kristina?" I then froze as I saw her looking furiously angry at me. She then walked toward me and started to cry,

"You liar! LIAR LIAR LIAR! You...lied to me about your identity? YOU PSYCHO!" Kristina then started to cry and I didn't know what to say. Veronica then came out of nowhere and took a brief look at me. She then glared at me,

"I knew it...just knew it. Ms. Kalev was right about you!"

"Ms. Kalev?! WHO IS THIS?! Can someone please explain to me!" Kristina then yelled and I held her hands,

"Wait- please...let me explain...the only reason why I did this is because...I-I wanted to start a new life, a new me. I wanted people to actually like me...So I thought a new identity would work since people wouldn't freak out when they see me..." She couldn't stop crying. I didn't want to cry, but then I felt a tear drop on my cheekbone. She then looked at me,

"Who...even are you?" Kristina said these words to me as she ran towards Georg and hugged him. He hugged her back and he glared at me. This felt like a dream...was it really? I then walked away and Maya was near the corridor. She smiled and walked away. I then looked back at Kristina and she clearly had an affection with Georg.

I'm a hopeless romantic.