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08: 𝓒𝓱𝓸𝓲𝓬𝓮𝓼 (1)

Kristina
School - 12/11/2006.

Is it really school time again? I can't believe it. I walked with Maggie to lunch as she sat down with Tom. I haven't talked to Sariel...or Bill, in a few weeks. I'm glad I haven't, because I don't want to put up with his bullshit.

"He's full of shit. You were right, Maggie...I'm sorry." I then put my head down on the table and Maggie hugged me instantly. I then started to cry,

"No, Kris...it's not your fault. You chose him, and that was fine...I just didn't know he was going to turn out like this." Maggie then saw Georg coming towards us. I was lucky enough to find him here,

"Georg! You're here!" I hugged him tightly as he hugged me back. He then gave me a smile as he put his fingers through my hair,

"It's so good to see you again. Any signs of Bill?"

"No. I haven't seen him here." I looked around and then, I finally saw him. He looked upset, and looked like he smoked six packs of cigarettes. I then felt concerned, but I couldn't go up to him.

"I...Is he okay?..."

"Doesn't matter." Georg then looked at me, "—Do you really care about Bill? He's not worth it."

"You're right." I then looked away from Bill and then toward Georg. Georg was perfect, just look at him! At least he isn't faking his identity, unlike Bill. But a little piece of my heart is telling myself if Bill was all worth it? Maybe he did actually like me? Who knows. I don't even know anymore since he blatantly lied to me, and everyone else! After that, school ended in a blink of an eye. I then walked straight up and saw Bill walk up to me. How the fuck did he just walk without any noise?!

"Bill! What the fuck!" I then took a quick glance at him and he looked very tired. His dark and tired eyes looked at me and he gave me a smile,

"Hi Kris..."

"Go away!" I then shoved him a little bit and walked past him. That freak, I can't believe I liked him for a little bit! He then quickly grabbed my hand for a moment, and I shoved it away,

"Can't you see I'm going to my house now? You freak!"

"Look...just let me explain..." Bill was running out of breath, he wasn't even doing anything? I then quickly looked at me and he turned pale,

"Wait, Bill? BILL?" He then suddenly fainted. I called the police right away and the ambulence took him away in a flash. I then got really worried and told Georg all about it on the phone. He didn't seem to care, and then I got really scared. A day goes by and I decided to head to the hospital to visit him. As I went, the doctors came out and looked deeply into my eyes,

"Hello? Is he okay?" I asked the doctor and they looked down on the floor. Oh no...oh no...please let him be okay...

"Unfortunately, Bill is suffering from severe dehydration, depression and has suicidal thoughts. We took a look at his arms and it seems like he's been cutting himself too..."

Those were the most shocking sentences I've ever heard in my life. Suicide...depression? Bill? I then quickly went in his room and saw him, lying on the bed peacefully. I quickly came to him and I hugged him. He then woke up and saw me...I couldn't stop looking at him. But how could I? Do I like Georg...or Bill?...

"Bill! I'm so glad you're okay!" I then wiped my tears off quickly so he wouldn't notice, but he did. He touched my cheekbone and gave me a weakened smile,

"Kristina...you're here? All alone? You shouldn't be. I'm sorry I dragged you into this mess..."

I then touched his hand quickly, "You didn't. I'm so sorry, Bill...I shouldn't have said those things to you..."

"What things? You were right. I did lie about myself, I did commit murder...oh my fucking god." Bill then wiped his face and his makeup came off right away. His dark eyes were visible as he looked out the window,

"Aren't you with Georg? He is my...um..."brother", supposedly." Bill then turned around and looked at me,

"I know...but I don't know what to do anymore."

Bill then looked at me and said the most calmest thing ever, "Choose who you love the most. Doesn't matter." I then thought about that question for a really long time. Who do I love the most?

Georg

Ah, that freak went to the hospital for dehydration and depression? How the fuck? This dude is crazy! I can't believe Kristina would show up to this dude. I then went to practice music with Tom and Gustav outside. I then saw Maya creeping up towards us,

"Maya, you bastard." I blatantly told her. She crossed her arms and laughed,

"Haha! Do you really think Bill would do all of these things?" I then was confused about what she said,

"What...do you mean?" I asked, she then giggled again,

"You know I planned that murder of Esther just so that Bill would have a bad reputation, right?"

"What the fuck does that mean...so you're saying...?"

"Bill was innocent this whole time, but I wasn't." She then hid something behind her back. I turned out and saw she had a pistol. Tom and Gustav then ran away and screamed their asses off, I did too obviously!

"YOU'RE FUCKING INSANE!" I yelled as she shot up the sky. I then heard my mom go outside and saw Maya with her pistol up in the air. She then quickly dropped it on the ground and ran away,

"HEY! WHAT THE FUCK MAYA?" Mom yelled at Maya as she kept running away, I then stopped my mom from calling the police,

"Mom, don't call the police, please. Let her be, she'll know in the future what she did was wrong."

"Georg?! Are you crazy! What about Bill then?!" Mom shouted at me. I then wondered...Bill. He was innocent this whole fucking time?! I then was in shock, so I decided to ask my mom if we can visit him to the hospital, and she agreed. Once we came in, we checked in and stopped by to see Bill. Bill immediately looked at me and I quickly gave him my first real hug to him,

"Georg...?" He looked at me with his dark and saddened eyes. I then showed my real smile,

"Bill, I'm sorry for everything." I then gave him a bigger hug than before. He hugged me back, and then he let go of me,

"No need-" As Bill tried to finish his sentence, Kristina came in and I saw her. She then looked awkward,

"Oh! Georg...Bill...hi!" She awkwardly smiled at both of us, then Bill picked his head up and looked at Kristina and I,

"Kristina...have you made your decision? Or do you need more time?"

"Wait...what decision? What's going on?" I looked at both of them,

"Who does she want to go out with?" Bill then straight up asked me. Oh no...who will she pick?