His Fake Secretory || JJK ✅

Chapter 22

Tyres screeching on the road,hands wrapped around steering,silence spread over everywhere out but on inside. The tsunami of overthinking was flowing. Thousands of different thoughts were going on in my mind but I can't even get in touch with my people back there.

My knee and toe were hurting but it wasn't the only thing that was hurting. His behaviour hurted me too even though it shouldn't have hurt me.

Cause why would I care about him? But the other part of my soul was yelling at me to communicate with him, yell at him for being present there and giving me support while I was doing the most dangerous thing of my life.

It wasn't like I was always being supported by. I was always alone in every war,no matter where I was.

He spoiled me.

He awakened that little soft part inside of me that craved attention,love,praise and only God knows how much I hate him for this because at the end of the day. He'll leave me,No…I'll leave him.

Our fate is written already. We've to separate our ways sooner or later.

No matter what we do. We've to be separated somehow. We both were never assigned to be together.

The fact that he doesn't even realise that I'm sad because of his this act made me even sadder.

I sighed slowly and tilted my head over the window to stop facing him and stared out of the window.

The weather was fine. It was afternoon and we were just about to arrive at the airport and then we'll go back and when we go back. We'll part our ways.

Yes! We will part our ways and he holds no place in my heart.

I don't crave anybody's attention.

I'm the Y/N. The Y/N everyone craves. The Y/N everyone dies for but the Y/N no one gets.

My hair has grown quite enough to be tied in a short ponytail. I don't like long hair but I'm thinking of going with a mullet haircut or maybe a Wolf haircut. I always wanted to try them but I never did.

Maybe I'll do it now.

"Are you okay?" The ice finally broke when he decided to unzip his mouth that was glued the whole time.

"Hmm." I hummed without turning my head.

He said nothing but kept driving.

Not so late,he parked the car at the side of the road.

I don't know why! Neither do I care. I rolled my eyes and kept looking at the view.

His fingers reached till my jaw as he held it and turned my face to look at him. I didn't react because I wanted to see what he would do.

He leaned closer to me holding my face by jaw. As if he's trying to read my eyes.

My eyes that were doe a few seconds ago turned siren because no ordinary man is allowed to see me sad.

I'm special and so are my tears.

"But your eyes are saying something else." He spoke in a throaty voice. I shifted my eyes, breaking eye contact but his grip went tight on my jaw and he pulled me closer.

I can easily break his wrists but I need someone who can drive the car right now.

"Look at me." He whispered,my eyes went back to his eyes as he himself left my jaw and his fingers trailed down my jaw moving up till the back of my ear. Holding my face gently he looked at me.

"I know you are hurt because I wasn't there when you won." He gained my attention.

"And trust me even I'm regretting why I went to pick up the call. Nothing is more important than you." I scoffed with a chuckle.

"Now you are acting as if I'm your lover."

The corner of his lip curved with a little smile.

"You think too much." His orbs widened with every passing second. He stared into my eyes.

Both of his hands cupping my face.

I don't know why but the inside of me felt like jumping and dancing all of sudden.

It's crazy how he fixed my mood.

"But just know that I'm more than proud on you…" he left my face and turned back to steering starting the car and continued with a smile "I knew that you will win the race no matter what happen and look I was right." Unintentionally my face lightened up with a bright smile.

"Huh- After all it's me. The Y/N." I rolled my eyes, proudly, trying to hide my blushing face with my rough tone.

He chuckled. "Yes! The Y/N."

I bit my lower lip to hide my uncontrollable smile because why the heck am I even smiling?

He's the same with everyone.

Don't you forget that he's flirt and he loves to manipulate girls!

I nodded reminding myself my lesson.

"Here we are." He parked the car Infront of the airport. Two men came running to us and took out out luggages while we both walked in.

"Once we reach back. I promise. I'll take you somewhere special." He spoke to me as I just stared at him.

Somewhere special with ghosts.

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"You can get some sleep. If you want." He spoke  to me. No flight was available at the time therefore he had to take the private jet of his friend that also lives here in Italy. Since it will take thirteen hours to reach here.

I nodded and laid back while he sat beside me but a little far away.

I looked at him one last and shut my eyes.

Jungkook's POV:

I looked over again and again at the CCTV footage that was sent by Duan to me.

Someone was surely kidnapped but....