His Fake Secretory || JJK ✅

Chapter 46

"I'm Sorry -" his head fell on the steering wheel. "I'm greedy. I wanted you for myself,y/n." He mumbled.

"I still do and I'll get you but not at the cost of my brother's happiness." The engine roared as the tires screeched. "I'll make him hate you to the point that he'll leave you himself and then you'll be mine." He looked at himself in the back mirror as he ran his finger through his hair and drove away.

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"NOO!" My scream echoed as Joon pushed me into the pool. I was completely wet while all three of them were enjoying teasing me. These were the old days.. we would hang out and play around without any worry.

I'm glad I got them back for them.

"You're gonna come with me." I yelled as I held the ankle of Yoongi Poongi and pulled him in with me. Water splashed around while he fell inside. Jin was laughing like a window screeching at both of us meanwhile Joon from behind pushed him in too and now it was our turn to laugh at him.

I looked at my only family laughing together. Dragging Joon into the pool with uncontrollable laughter. It's okay to sacrifice for them.

Two days have passed and there wasn't a single minute where I didn't think about him. My mind is occupied by him. He's all over me. I've to deny the feelings inside me even though they are tearing me apart.

But once again I can't lose my family. As a girl who was raised up in an orphanage but then all of her friends got adopted and she was the only one left to face the hardship of this world. They were the ray of light for me. They took me in when I was crying at the corner of the street all covered with the sins of others.

How can I be selfish with them?

I can never be. I'll never bite the hand that feeds me.

I should just stop thinking about him. That's the least I can do.

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"Have you found out about her?" Jungkook's blood rushed through his veins as he felt the volcanic erections blasting inside him. Three days passed and he didn't know where the hell his girl was.

She disappeared.

"No-" Duan replied. "But- I think she left the town." He added. "Fuck it- I'm coming." His hand smashed on the table where he was about to start a meeting.

"Cancel everything. I'm going back NOW!" He yelled as he rushed out, loosening his tie,he walked out of the room driving straight to the Airport of New York.

"I'm gonna burn this world if anything happens to her." He mumbled, slamming the door as his expressions were more than anger. 'I can burn the world for her but I'll never let anyone touch her. Her every right only belongs to me.' He thought.

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The stars twinkling in the dark sky as the moon was spreading its light everywhere. What am I doing? I asked myself as I stared at the sky through the rooftop.

Is what I'm doing right?

He must be worrying a lot.

I don't care about him. He can fuck off.

But why am I not able to stop thinking about him? I want him around me. I want to feel his touch on my body once again. The burning sensation whenever he touches me, I wanna feel it again. I want him to make me feel safe but at the same point. I don't want to do it all.

I don't want to cause trouble for the only family I've.

My heart started sinking inside my ribs as I felt heavy pain. It was my anxiety kicking in. The tears rolled down my face while I watched the lonely moon that reminded me of the days when I was lonely.