𑁍-'♡'-𐦍34: Needed "Talk"
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~The next morning when Kenma woke up, he had a killer headache while praying that him showing up to Y/N's house drunk was nothing but a nasty dream.
However, seeing how he was in a very familiar bedroom, he knew that it wasn't.
On the night stand next to her bed, there was a note, a glass of water and pain killers.
That's when he realized that Y/N wasn't there.
He grabbed the piece of paper,
Went out to get coffee.
leave or stay, i don't care.
be back soon.That left him wondering how long she had been gone.
Thinking about whether or not he should leave, the setter decided that he should stay. He and his ex needed to have a necessary conversation. And he wasn't going to leave until they did.
Kenma quickly swallowed the pill and grabbed his phone.
There was about 20 messages and 2 missed calls from Nini.
Asking him what he was doing.
Telling him she already missed him.
Asking when they can do it again.
Complaining that he was ignoring her.
You know, obvious things she would be asking and bugging him about.
He only groaned and threw his phone across the room before laying back down and covering his head with a pillow.
After a couple minutes passed, he heard the front door open and close.
The love of his life was home.
Y/N walked into the room and took her shoes off before noticing that Kenma was awake, "How long have you been awake?"
"Not long."
"Okay, how're you feeling?"
"Dead."
"I could imagine. Do you remember anything from yesterday?"
"Unfortunately. I had hoped it was all a bad dream."
She sat next to him and he sat up, "So, was Nini better than me?"
"Y/N I don't-"
"I'm not gonna get mad. I just wanna know."
He rubbed his neck, "No. No one's ever gonna be as good as you."
She nodded, "So, whyd you stay?"
"You said stay or leave."
"Yeah but whyd you stay? Why didn't you leave?"
"Cause we need to have a talk Y/N."
She sighed, "Kenma I don't feel like talking. Did you when you thought I was cheating on you?"
"Well, no but-"
"No buts. You didn't. So I don't have to now. Now that you're up and running, go home. I shouldn't even have let you stay here in the first place but I just couldn't tell you no and I-"
"Y/N i'm not leaving until we talk. I feel really shitty about everything."
"Yeah, you should."
"Can we just please? Just 5 minutes. That's all I ask."
The girl let out a small huff. Her brain was telling her to tell him no and to get the fuck out since she was still upset with him.
But her heart aches for him and misses him,
And between her head and heart, she always goes with her hearts voice,
"Fine. Talk. I'm not gonna say anything. I'll just listen."
"That's, awkward.. But okay um," He thought for a second, trying to collect his thoughts as he got nervous.
He loved this girl more than anything and probably won't love anyone else the way he loves her. Ever.
She was his everything.
"I really am sorry for what I accused you of. I just, I got a little in my head. Everytime we're together, a little voice tells me that you're too good for me and that you deserve someone better, I was bound to fuck up. And I did. I didn't want to but i did. As weird as Kuroo is, he somehow always attracts the girls that I'm interested in. He does try to send them my way but they're too caught up in him to look my way. When you started hiding your messages and all that, I thought that it was bound to happen again."
He paused.
He wanted her to say something but she wasn't going to,
"But you've been nothing but good to me. It almost felt to good to be true. I couldn't believe it. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me, Y/N. I.. I love you a shit ton. And I miss you. And I'm so sorry."
Suddenly, tears started flowing down her face.
She wasn't sure why she was crying but she just felt a wave of emotion hit her.
She sniffed and wiped her tears, "I um.."
I love you too.
"Can you just leave? Please?"
I miss you so much..
"I meant what I told you Kenma. I was so serious. I'm not going through what I went through before I met you again. Im not dealing with that bullshit. Please get out."
I want you to stay.. please beg me to stay and talk me into working things out..
His lips formed a thin line, "Right... I guess I'll just go then.."
He got up and grabbed his shoes from the corner where she put them. Before walking out her bedroom door, he whispered another apology and left.
And she completely broke down.
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