chapter 19

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(Colby's POV)

(Self harm so don't feel u have to read this chapter)

I started to walk to my apartment. I felt bad for leaving Sam but I just felt like being by myself for a little while.

I fumbled for my keys in my pocket and unlocked my door. I locked the door behind me and just flopped onto the couch. I must of fell asleep but woke up the next day by getting a call from my mum.

I picked up the call to hear my mum sounding worried.

"Hey mum? What's wrong?" I asked her

"It's about your brother. They said that it's only a 50:50 chance of him surviving." My mum said worriedly

"W-what-" I stuttered

"We just have to pray for him." My mum siad.

"Yeah." I said about to cry

"I'll leave you alone now. I love you bye." My mum said.

"Love you bye." I said before hanging up on he.

I felt more tears fall down my face. I got up and walked over to the kitchen to grab a snack. I was hungy so I grabbed a banana but took a bite and found it hard to swallow. I ended up throwing the banana in the trash and just sat on my couch. My leg twitched and I couldn't sit still.

(Colby blakcs out)

I woke up to find myself lying on the bathroom floor scratches all over my arms. I saw blood on my arms and felt faint.

"What happened?" I stuttered talkijgb to myslef.

I stood up and looked at the ground to see a razor blade next to where I was sitting.

I went out of the bathroom shutin the door behind me. I heard a knocking at my front door and froze. I didn't want anyone to see me like this.

"Colby?" The voice sounded concerned and farmilir. "Colby?" I realised it was Sam.

"I'm gonna go get my key ok?" He said and I heard footsteps walking away.

I felt myself freeze again and just stayed standing there for about 30 seconds before feeling faint.

(Author note)

(HOLAAAAAAAAA. GONNA BLAME ARYIA'S MUSIC FOR THIS HAHAHHAHAH. SHOULD DEFINITELY NTO BE LUSTENIGN TO IT IM NOT OLD ENOUGH BU TOH WELL. GOTTA THANK AUTOCORRECT FOR THIS CHALTER LOL)

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