(Colby's POV)
(Self harm as always u dont have to read if u dont feel comfortable)
I walked into my apartment shutting the door behind me. I took a deep breath.
"It will be ok." I said to myself.
I felt a small furry creature around my legs.
"Hi Oswald." I sighed.
I flopped onto the couch and closed my eyes to think about what had just happened.
I got up from the couch.
"Don't do it Colby." I said trying to stop myself but I couldn't. It felt like I had to do it. I couldn't stop.
I walked to the kitchen with tears falling down my face. Whilst shaking, I picked up a knife. I stared blankly at it.
"You don't have to." I cried putting the blade in contact with my skin.
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I woke up with blood on my arms.
"Why did I do it?" I asked myself crying.
I washed the cuts on my arms with warm water. Oswald was meowing so I gave him some of the slimy cat food. How do cats even like that. I was hungry so I grabbed a snack and lay on the couch putting on a show.
I remembered earlier. I regretted snapping at Sam so I decided to message him saying sorry.
Colby: hi I'm so sorry for shouting at you earlier. I am just really sad about Gage <3
Sam: it's ok <3
I smiled when I saw that he messaged back right after I sent it. It was getting late so I turned off the show I was watching and went to bed though I did end up just scrolling on tiktok for about an hour before I slept.
(Author note)
(HOLAAAAAAAAAAA PPLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. Me is top crazy to write good so haha lol. Sad tho :[ Ahahahha)
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