WHAT ABOUT NOW

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

"Ethan! Please stop!" He didn't went inside his car..he needs explanation..he just can't stand being in that house in that room where Jasper was.

After walking three blocks he finally stopped as he leaned on an old building in the alleyway. With tears in his eyes he faced me. I went closer and hugged him really tight. Just a few hours ago we spent an unforgettable moment with each other, it may not be as one but we're close to that. He made me do things I haven't done. I love him, and I cannot lose him.

"Are you leaving Dana?" I kissed him with all the lust I can feel. "Yes I am." He pushed me, rage in his eyes I haven't seen before.

"How could you do this to me?" "I love you. You're leaving me for him?" He felt betrayed, but he doesn't understand, he's jumping to conclusions. Holding his face firmly in my hands I tried to reason out with him.

"No. Let me explain. Ethan I love you." "I am not going with him, he's not here to fetch me." I kissed him again, he deepened it. I felt more loved.

"I don't live in Notting Hill. I live in Michigan. My family is there. When you met me I am just vacationing at Aunt Stella's for a month." He exhaled as he clutch on my tiny waist closer to him.

"I have two weeks left before I leave." This time tears came pouring down my cheeks, he wiped it and gave me a mind blowing kiss. I tiptoed at the sensation. I can feel the bulge hardened in his pants.

"No. You cannot leave." He doesn't want to accept it. "If that leaves me no choice, I am coming with you, do you hear me Dana?" I was surprised by his impulsive decision.

"You cannot leave your job, your studies and basically your life here. I can always come back to visit you." He was not convinced. I have to admit I was a bit scared by his reaction. We just knew each other for a week something happened already- not exactly it. You know what I mean. And now this..is he being possessive?

"Long distance relationships won't work for me. I need you physically and emotionally."
I just nodded. And we started heading back to his car.

"So who is that guy in your life?" He asked as soon as he calmed down a bit.

"He is my childhood friend my only best friend." "He came here to surprise me." I flatly answered hoping he won't fish for more details. We reached his car turning around he asked me. "Should I be worried about him?" I know what he's doing. He wants to equal the relationship I have with Jasper.

"No. Your place is here." I replied while grabbing his hands and resting his palms on my chest to feel my heart beat.

I cannot believe Jasper, he should just be happy for me. When he was having the time of his life with Sheena I didn't interfere. I taught my heart that it's for the best. Yes, I was heartbroken, but it fade away before I even realized I had been inlove. At this moment I don't know who is being selfish, is it me or him?

We went inside Ethan's car to talk more. He is really eager to go home with me. I will give mom a heart attack if I agreed with this silly plan. Honestly, just being near him gives me so much happiness what more being miles away from him, I will surely be devastated. Holding each other's hands, staring at each other's eye. We kissed.
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It's been two hours since Dana left the front door. I was in the living room waiting. Will she ever come back? I had to be awake and wait for her.

"Jasper, Dana just called me. She isn't coming home tonight, she went with Ethan on his place." I cannot believe what I just heard. And she allowed it? No wonder Dana got a boyfriend in a week's time.

"Why did you allow her to stay at his place?" I know I am not in the position to ask such things I just can't accept everything happening in front of me.

"Jasper, Dana is a grown woman, she can take care of herself, as long as she tells me where she is, I trust her." "You can stay in her room if you like to rest. I have to attend to Cara, goodnight." She looks disappointed heading straight upstairs.

"Goodnight." I yelled back. I went to Dana's room, pummelling my luggage. I was so pissed. Who knows what they could be doing right now? Knowing what me and Sheena shared, those passions. I cannot begin to fathom why...why???

I curled myself up to sleep sobbing on her bed sheets. I feel hopeless..