Hold Me Close (woosan)

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Wooyoung POV (Big space):
It's currently midnight and I'm in bed getting spooned by my boyfriend Choi San. We've been dating for 2 years and 3 months now and we're happily in love. But I'm keeping a secret from my boyfriend...

Me and San are in a band called ATEEZ. Which consists of 8 members: our leader Hongjoong, the mother of the group Seonghwa, my best friend Yeosang, my boyfriend San, Me, FIX ON rapper mingi, puppy yunho and our maknae jongho.

The secret i keep from the group and my boyfriend is...

I'm a little.. I go into little space when I'm stressed or anxious or when I want to, it doesn't really matter cause I can't do it with San here. The only people who know are my 2 friends: Yeosang and Seonghwa. Yeosang is my best friend and seonghwa is like a mom to me. When they found out I was a little they took me into their arms and accepted me the way I am.

San is squeezing me in his arm as he nuzzles his face in my neck. I smile softly and rub his hand with my thumb, I'm so happy to have a boyfriend like him, I don't want to lose him..

I can't sleep cuz I keep thinking about my little side. Little wooyoung loves playing, onesies, baths, cuddles and lots of attention but sometimes... even a little fun.

I want to tell San that I'm a little but I don't know what he'll think of me.. what if he leaves me? What is he gonna do to me? Will he accept me? Will he tell everyone? Will he shame me? Bad thoughts flooded my mind as I don't notice that I start to sniffle and sob quietly.

San POV:
it's the middle of the night and I'm holding my boyfriend. He's so cute and I love hugging him. I was asleep untill I felt him start to rub my hands, I pretended to be asleep. Until I heard little sobs from the person I was holding and I started to wonder what was wrong. I squeezed him a little tighter and inhaled his scent through my nose.

"Woo?" I asked him. "H-huh?" He responded confused. "D-did I wake you? I'm sorry if I did" he apologized. I stroked his hair and said "no no baby it's okay, why are you crying my love?". Wooyoung looked at me and said "I just had a nightmare.." he sobbed. I looked at him with caring eyes and held his chin, making him face me "don't worry woo you're save with me baby, I will hold you tight and I will protect you. Now go to sleep we have practice and we don't want to make hongjoong mad by being late" I chuckled when I saw him smile and giggle a little. I pecked his lips and hugged him close to my chest.

We both drifted of to sleep until the next morning...

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I hope you liked the first chapter!
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What will happen in the morning with woosan?