Hold Me Close (woosan)

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San pov:
I carried wooyoung upstairs and I was holding back tears. "I just won't come out of my room anymore if he wants me to" I mumbled and wooyoung looked at me "appa otay?" He asked and I nodded "yes baby yes, I'm happy" I said and kissed his cheeks which made him giggle. "Let's play hm?" I said and we sat on the ground and played together with his toys.

-Later at night-

Wooyoung wanted to go downstairs and he was whining "appa cmon chu need water" I shook my head no "I'll get some from the bathroom dear" he just shrugged and went downstairs. I was alone again. I sat on the bed on the bed, overthinking. "What if hongjoongs right and I can't controll myself?" "Am I really taking good care of him?" "Am I a bad boyfriend?" "It's all my fault" "i won't go downstairs anymore, I don't need them" "practice in in 2 days.." I thought and I started to tear up and I layed down and just cried. "I'm such a bad person.. they don't want me there. Hongjoongs right, he always is.. im a horrible person" I mumbled and just threw my blankets over me, not having the motivation to change or do any self care. I closed my eyes and just cried myself to sleep.

Wooyoung pov:
I went downstairs to get a bottle of warm milk so I could sleep better. I looked in the living room and saw yeosang sitting on jongho's lap, blushing and yunho cuddling with mingi. And there were hongjoong and seonghwa.. sitting apart and shooting angry glared at each other. "Dada?" I walked to seonghwa and tugged on his shirt. "What's wrong sweetie?" His expression immediately changed once he saw me. "Wan' milky to sweep better" I said and he picked me up "Let's get you some warm milky then hm?" He said and I smiled and nodded "Where's you paci baby?" He asked and I reached in my pocket and grabbed it "hewe!" I said happily and he chuckled "baby you clip it on your onesie, then you won't lose it okay sweetie?" He said and I nodded "otay appa" he smiled at me and ruffled my hair. He prepared the milk and he fed me on the couch. "Good boy, all done hm?" He said and put my pacifier in my mouth, I clapped my hands and hugged him. "Cutie" he praised me and I looked up at him and yawned "dada? Woowoo tiwed" I said and he chuckled "what do you ask dada then?" He asked and I responded "will dada pwease hewp woowoo two bwed?" I looked at him with puppy eyes until the leader mumbled "why don't you ask San to help, he thinks he knows better" and seonghwa heard it. "Wait a second darling. Joong stand up" he said sternly to the leader and he stood up, seonghwa grabbed his hand and dragged him to the kitchen "shut your bitchy trap or you sleep alone. You're already getting it once I put woo to sleep. You'll see what I can do to you, boy." He said sternly and the leader looked down as they walked back. "Cmon woowoo let's get you ready for bed hm?" He said and picked me up and I nodded. We entered our room and seonghwa softened at the sight of San sleeping "appa sweep" I said and seonghwa nodded "shhh baby let appa sleep" he whispered and I nodded putting my finger on my lips and smiling. He carried me to our bathroom and he washed me, brushed my teeth and we went back to our room to change me in some pajamas. He laid me down and put my paci in my mouth "sleep well woowoo" he said and I closed my eyes, falling asleep and holding wiggles.

Seonghwa pov:
I was done with hongjoongs behavior. He was acting like a bitch even though San fixed the conflict. When me and little wooyoung entered the room, I couldn't help but feel bad for San. I put wooyoung to sleep and went over to sans side and I frowned at the sight. He was still in his clothed, his cheeks were stained with tears and he just looked like he was in pain. I wiped his dried up tears and stroked his hair "It'll be okay sannie, hyung will fix it" I said, just looking at him. "I'm sorry for being like this.. im a horrible person.." he mumbled in his sleep and my heart broke. "You're the best appa to wooyoung, you're a good dancer and a good vocalist, you're a good person, you're a caring person and love you for that sannie, it'll be okay soon. Hyung will fix it" I whispered in his ear and I just took his jeans of and let him sleep in his t-shirt. I kissed his forehead and left the room.

Once everyone went to their rooms I looked at hongjoong "wanna explain yourself?" I started. "What? What did I do?!" He responded "San fucking cried himself to sleep! He really feels sorry and he fixed it! Woo forgave him!! The problem is fixed but you wanna continue! Why are you like this?!" I scolded angrily and just grabbed his arm and dragged him to our room "you're gonna get it young man." I said and I threw him on the bed and he huffed. "You're going to listen to me. I'm the hyung here. You may be the leader but im the oldest, clearly you can't act like a leader with the way you're speaking to me or the others. I'll show you how to I have respect for others." I said sternly, making me point clear and he just nodded. "I should honestly wash your bitchy mouth out with soap shouldn't I? I should hm?" I raised an eyebrow and he started shaking his head no "no hyung!" He said quickly and I just chuckled "that answer should be 'yes hyung you should', you deserve it!" I scolded and gently slapped him. I dragged him to our bathroom and grabbed a bottle of non-toxic shampoo and held it up to his mouth "open your mouth, don't you dare disobey" he opened his mouth and I squeezed some of the soap in his mouth and I grabbed his toothbrush and rubbed it through his mouth and he started whining "this is what you get for having a bad mouth towards your hyung." I looked at him with dark eyes. "Rinse your mouth" I let go of him and he immediately gagged and started rinsing his mouth, I chuckled "we're not done yet baby, it'll be a long night" I smirked.

And it indeed was a long night. Seonghwa punished him by fucking hard, long and rough. Had him on his knees. Spanked him till he couldn't sit down anymore and fucked him good after that. Hongjoong would have a hard time walking the next day...