Hold Me Close (woosan)

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San pov:
I woke up and noticed wooyoung was gone. I got up and went to the bathroom and got back in bed, I closed my eyes again but I couldn't sleep without holding something. I heard the door open and felt someone get into our bed once I heard wooyoung and yeosang talking I thought about wooyoung who might have had a nightmare. I felt him get back into my embrace and u held him tightly but I heard him whisper something. "I will tell you soon, sorry babe" I heard him whisper against my chest and I couldn't help myself and I felt sad, "he's keeping secrets from me, doesn't he trust me?" I thought. I held him tight and fell asleep.

-Morning-

3rd person pov:
All of Ateez were eating breakfast and getting ready for practice. Wooyoung barely ate anything and went to get changed. All of ateez were getting ready to practice but hongjoong called yeosang, seonghwa and wooyoung to his studio.

Wooyoung POV:
We had to go to hongjoongs studio and I felt small under the strict gaze of the leader. "Sit down" the leader said to us and we sat down on the couch, i was in between yeosang and seonghwa. "Why did wooyoung have a pacifier in his mouth?" He asked us, I started to fidget with my hands. "Because we played truth or dare!" Yeosang defended me and I nodded, seonghwa was quiet. "Is that true Hwa?" The leader pointed his gaze at the oldest member who just nodded his head. "Hmm sure. But how did you get the pacifier?" The leader asked, I got scared. Seonghwa stepped in and said "I had it as a present for my uhhh- aunt!!". "Guys... stop.." I said while looking down and I felt the leader look at me. I fidgeted with my hands and I looked up at him "hyung you can't tell anyone, b-but the p-pacifier is mine.. yeosang gave it to me because I'm a little... I go into little space and hyungs found out.. I'm so sorry for lying to you" at this point I was sobbing while confessing. "Oh woo you could've just told me" the leader opened his arms and I hugged him tightly as I sobbed. "Shhh shhh it'll be okay it's okay, I won't tell anyone" he kissed my head. I calmed down soon after and the leader told me "if you want to be little you can come to one of us and we can come here, okay?" I nodded. "Can we go back before they get suspicious?" Yeosang asked and hongjoong nodded. We went back to practice.

After practice

Seonghwa pov:
I noticed wooyoung got more quiet. I have a feeling that he's little. "Woo you okay?" I asked and he just nodded. "I-i have to go to the bathroom, I'll be right back" he said. He stood up and went to the bathroom.

Wooyoung pov:
I ran into the bathroom and stuck 2 fingers down my throat. I threw up the little food that I ate. I went back to the living room and sat on the couch next to San. "Yall wanna go out tonight?" San asked us all. "No thank you, I'm tired" I said and hongjoong also said no, I smiled a bit thinking I could be little with hongjoong around.