Hold Me Close (woosan)

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San pov:
I woke up later in the afternoon. It was 4:30pm. Wooyoung was still asleep on my chest. He had his pacifier in his mouth and he was hugging wiggles. I stroked his hair. He was probably taking a nap. I stroked his hair. He opened his eyes and looked up at me. He teared up. "A-appa!" He cried out. "Hey.. baby boy... shhhh.. I'm here, I'm here.." I whispered. He sobbed as I rubbed his back. I covered him with our blanket. "Why chu do this to mwe?" He sobbed. I frowned. "I'm so sorry, little one.. I never meant to do this to you. And appa will never do that again. I promise, little one. I love you so much.. I missed you so much.. i missed you, your giggles, your cute little face, your voice, your kisses, your hugs, your smell, your hair, playing with you, taking care of you.. I'd be willing to do anything to have you back with me.. I missed you so so so much.." I whispered. He pulled his pacifier out of his mouth. He pouted. "Missed chu mowe... woowoo sowwy fo' weaving chu.." he said, looking down. I stroked his hair. "Princess, don't be sorry. You had a very good reason. I messed up and it was absolutely horrible... I shouldn't have kissed yeosang back.. it's my fault that you struggled to slip into little space.. I really don't deserve you, little one" I whispered softly. He layed his head on my chest.

"Appa..." he mumbled. "Yes, sweetheart?" I asked. "I thought about chu evewy day... I mwiss chu so muchie.." he said. "Aww, princess. I missed you way more. I'm sorry for everything I did in the past. I promise that isn't me anymore. I'll never do it again.. and I know I've said it before.. but I really do mean it this time" I said. "If chu do it again big wooyoung divorce chu. Chu wiww be a big meanie!" He pouted. I chuckled. "Of course, baby boy. But I won't do it again" I said. I sat up, pulling him onto my lap. He straddled my thighs, leaning on my chest. I leaned in, closing my eyes. He put his fingers again my lips. "Nuh uh!! Did chu bwush youw teef?" He asked. I blushed deeply. I shook my head. "When did chu bwush them?" He asked. "I don't remember, love.." I said. He looked disgusted. "Yuckie! Chu eat and bwush your teeth fiwst!" He whined. I chuckled. "Okay, baby. Will you take a bath with me after dinner?" I asked. "Wiww thewe be bubbles?" He asked and boy was he cute. "Of course there'll bubbles, my little cutie" I said. "Yayyyyyy!!" He cheered as he bounced on my lap. I picked him up and carried him downstairs.

"What does my little baby want for dinner?" I asked. "Ice cream!!" He cheered. I chuckled. "Little one, you can't have ice cream for dinner" seonghwa said. "But I wan' ice cweam!" The little whined. "Baby, behave." Hongjoong said. The little pouted. "But woowoo wan ice cweam... pweaseeeee!! Pwease, pwease, pweaseeee!" He begged. "Woowoo, stop it." Hongjoong said. "I wan ice cweam! Now now now!!!" He whined. "That's it. Woowoo, go to your room. I will get you in 20 minutes." Hongjoong said strictly. "Nwo, nwo! I pwomise I be good boy! Pwease daddy!" He whined. Hongjoong sighed. He grabbed woowoo from my arms. "Hyung, let him go.. he just got back. Let him go" I said. "Fine" hongjoong said as he handed wooyoung back to me. The little wrapped his legs around my waist and layed his head on my shoulder. "I wan ice cweam, appa.." he mumbled. "Okay, little one, listen to dada. If you eat at least half of your dinner, you can have a bowl of ice cream" seonghwa said. "Weally?" The little asked, looking up. "Really, baby boy" he said. "Yayy!" The little cheered. I chuckled.

I sat down with him on my lap. "Open up, little one" I said, holding a spoon with rice. He opened his mouth. "Ahhhh" he said. I fed him. I quickly took a bite of my own food in between. I kept feeding him until he finished all of his food. "All finished? I'm so proud of you, cutie" I exclaimed. "I wan ice cweam!" He whined. "Yes, yes, you'll get your ice cream. What kind of ice cream do you want, princess?" Seonghwa asked. "Mint choccy!" He said. "Oh! I'll have a bowl too!" I said. Seonghwa chuckled when hongjoong started whining. "Ew! Why would you eat toothpaste?" He whined. "I'll give you something better, baby" seonghwa whispered to him. Hongjoong blushed. "There's a baby here!" Mingi said. "Surprising hearing that from you" jongho said. Little woowoo giggled. Yunho grabbed Mingi's waist. "My princess just wants to take care of woowoo" yunho said. Mingi blushed. "Okay enough! Let's eat ice cream" I said. Everyone got their ice cream and I fed wooyoung who ate it happily. Some dripped onto his shirt. "Ah~ you messy boy" I teased. He blushed and giggled. I cleaned his shirt with a napkin and smiled at him.

"So~ what are you two gonna do tonight?" Yeosang asked teasingly. "Well, I have to brush my teeth first. But after we'll be taking a bubble bath together!" I said happily. "There's a lot more life in you, sannie. I love it" jongho said. I smiled. "I love it too. I missed my cute little baby boy" I said as I tickled the littles tummy. He giggled in response. "Appa!! I wan baff!" The little whined. "Me too, princess. Let's take a bath" I said. I carried him upstairs.

We entered the bathroom and I sat him down on the counter. I quickly brushed my teeth as the bathtub filled with hot water. I poured in some soap to create bubbles. He had sparkles in his eyes. "Bubbles!!" He cheered happily. "Yes, princess. Lots of bubbles for my baby" I whispered. I caressed his cheek gently. I smiled. I carefully took off his shirt. He quickly covered himself. "Aww, baby. Don't cover yourself. I've seen you naked countless of times!" I said, chuckling. He uncovered himself and I finished undressing him. I undressed myself and hugged him, holding his waist. "I wub chu" he said. "I love you so much more, princess" I whispered in his ear, making him blush. I picked him up. I carefully entered the tub, laying my beautiful husband on top of me. I stroked his hair and held him. He looked up at me. "What is it, sweetheart?" I asked. "Mwiss duckie" he pouted. "Here she is, darling" I said, grabbing the rubber duck. He smiled brightly. "Thank chu, appa" he said politely. I pecked his cheek. "Of course, baby" I whispered. I admired him as he played with the rubber duck. He was giggling as he followed the duck that was floating around the water. "Princess?" I asked. "Hm?" He hummed, not seeming to pay attention to me. "Can you look at me, baby boy?" I asked. He looked at me with bright eyes, a smile from ear to ear. "How about we do a wedding for little woowoo?" I asked. "Weally?! Chu mawwy woowoo again?!" He asked in disbelief. "Yes, darling. I want to give you another wedding. For little woowoo. I really want to show my commitment to you" I said. He blushed at my words. "Chu use big words~" he said shyly, blushing as he tucked a strand of hair behind his ear. I chuckled, admiring his cuteness. He layed his head on my chest. "San.." he said as he sighed. "Woo.. I can't take it anymore" I whispered and kissed him...