Hold Me Close (woosan)

☆79☆

Wooyoung pov:
"Princess, it's time to wake up.. come on, sweetheart~" seonghwa whispered. I opened my eyes and looked at him. I frowned when I noticed I was alone in bed. I teared up again. "Awe, little one.. cmere~ shhhh.. mama's here" he comforted as he let me cry in his arms. I sobbed quietly and grabbed onto his shirt. "M-mama!" I gasped out. "Shhhh, princess... deep breaths for mama.. deep breaths.. calm down, hunny" he whispered softly. I eventually calmed down and looked up at him. "I so cowld wiffout appa... I wan appa" I sniffed. "And you'll get appa, little one" he whispered as he stroked my hair. "Weally?" I asked. "Really, baby" he whispered softly. He held my phone.

"Why chu hav mwy phone?" I asked. He chuckled when I reached for it, whining when I couldn't reach it. "Mwy phoneeee! Give back, mama!!" I whined. He chuckled and kissed my forehead. "Patience, cupcake. When you were sleeping, junnie called. He wanted to know how you were doing. I told him that you were asleep and that you'd see San in the morning. But he left a voice message for you and he'd like it for you to send one back!" He said and booped my nose. My eyes lit up.  He handed me my phone and I played the message. "Hey, little one. Your mama told me that you were asleep so I wanted to tell you this. Mommy and daddy soobinnie will miss you! And we want you to know that you can always come over to visit us. I'll wash your clothes and we also have a new plushie for you, so you should visit soon together with your appa. We love you, little one" the voice said. I giggled. "Mama! Mama! I get new plushie!!" I cheered. "Yeah~ you did? That's so nice of mommy, hm? I wonder who came up with the idea to not get your stuff... hmmmmmm" he said, stroking his chin. "Chu teww mommy to not bwing my stuff?" I asked. "Mhm, yes, baby. You wanna know why?" He asked. I nodded. "Because your mommy asked you to visit with San to make sure everything is really okay" he said. "But... it not otay, mama..." I pouted. "And we'll fix it, sweetheart. I promise you that. Tonight, you will be cuddling and receiving kissies from appa" he whispered as he kissed my head. "Awe chu sure?" I asked. He nodded. "Yes, baby. Mama is sure" he whispered. He stroked my hair and held me. I pressed the mic button and started talking "Hi mommy! Thank chu fo' wetting woowoo stay wiff chu and soobinnie! He vewy pwetty and caring! I wiww visit soown wiff appa! I wiww miss chu mowe and chu special to me! Baii Bai!!" I said happily and seonghwa chuckled.

"Hyung?" I asked. "Hm?" He hummed. "Has San really been as horrible as what yeo told me he was like the past week?" I asked. He looked at me confused. "What do you mean, woo? What did yeo tell you?" He asked. "Well.. I was at the parks playground with binnie, junnie and soobinnie and we ran into yeo and jjongie. I was really surprised to find out that they were on a date together and it made me kind of jealous to be honest... yeo started asking me so many questions.. and he started talking about how San had been horrible.. that he's barely eating or drinking and that he's mostly crying.. so, was that really true?" I asked. He sighed and nodded. "Yes, that's true... he's been laying in bed all day, crying, sleeping or holding your plushies.. he's even wearing the hoodie from him that you always wore.. we had to drag him downstairs yesterday to eat.. he looked really pale. He had dark circles under his eyes and he has greasy hair and it just didn't look like San.." he explained. I teared up again. "I feel so bad, hyung..." I whispered. "You shouldn't, love. You did nothing wrong." He said, stroking my hair as he held me. "He's still my husband.. and I love him.." I mumbled. "I know, baby. We have a plan and I'll tell you during breakfast, okay?" He asked and I nodded.

"Woowoo I missed you so much!" Jongho said as he hugged me. I giggled. "I missed you too" I whispered and kissed his cheek. "I missed you too, little rascal" yunho teased as he ruffled his hand through my hair. I blushed. "I missed you all! Even you, yeo..." I said, looking at my best friend who was standing there awkwardly.  I opened my arms and walked up to him. He crashed into my arms, apologies slipping through his lips. "I'm so sorry... please forgive me.." he mumbled. I held him. "I forgive you.. I love you" I said. He looked over at jongho, who nodded at him. "I love you too, wooyoungie" he said and hugged me tighter. I smiled.

"Eat up, babies" seonghwa said as he set down 2 stacks of pancakes on the table. I smiled, quickly grabbing a pancake for myself to munch on. "So... what's the plan with San?" I asked. "I'll go upstairs with a plate of breakfast. And while you wait outside of the door, I'll talk to him. I know he'll break. I've known San long enough to know how to break him. And you'll walk in after? If you think that's a good idea of course. And we'll have you decide what you do from there on" hongjoong explained. I nodded along. I drank some juice and sighed. "I missed this" i said. Seonghwa chuckled. "What? My food?" He asked. I giggled. "No- well, yeah! But just being here with you guys. Don't get me wrong, I still feel horrible and I loved staying with junnie, binnie and soobinnie but I just missed you all so much" I exclaimed. "Awww, that's so cute" Yeosang said, stroking my hair. I blushed. "It's not cute at all!" I whined. "Okay okay, enough" yunho said. "So what will you do, wooyoungie?" Mingi asked. I shrugged. "I don't know yet... I just want to see him.. then I'll decide.." I said, frowning.

Once we finished our breakfast and I did the dishes. "You ready, baby?" Hongjoong asked. I shook my head. I grabbed seonghwa's hand. "N-now I'm ready" I whispered. We walked upstairs together. We nodded at each other and hongjoong went in. Seonghwa and I heard them talking. San sounded like he was really broken. I frowned and seonghwa hugged me. "Shh, it's okay, baby" he whispered softly. I shook my head and looked at him "it's not..." I whispered. "I want him back, hyung! I-i really miss him! I'd do anything to get him back! I swear! I'd give up being an idol just for him! I won't ever look at another man again! I just want him.. want to hold him, kiss him, take care of him... i-i can't lose him! H-he is my l-life! I made a mistake and I'm s-sorry! I'm so l-lost without him! Hyung please make him c-come back.. I promise I'll take care of him! I'd do anything he wants! I just want my wooyoung back.. I love him with all my heart... please hyung... I'm so lost..." I heard San sob out. I pulled away from the hug and grabbed the door handle. I opened the door, making San gasp. "W-woo! Wooyoung!" He said as he had tears running down his face. He looked terrible. He had dark circles under his eyes. His hair was a mess. He looked pale. And what really made me feel bad is that he was hugging DJANGO. My plushie. He was holding it so tight. I sat down on the bed, next to him. Hongjoong left the room and I hugged him tightly. He hugged back as tight as he could, sobbing into my shoulder. I straddled his lap, tearing up myself. He pulled away from the hug for a second and he looked at me with desperate eyes. "Wooyoungie, please talk to me... please... I need to hear your voice.. I missed you so much.. I never want to lose you again.. I'm so sorry, wooyoungie.. I promise this will never happen again... and I won't lie about it again... I won't ever let those things happen to me again.. and I most certainly won't cause them.. I promise, baby...." he whispered. I shook my head. "C-can I at least kiss you?" He asked in a quiet voice. I shook my head again and pecked his lips. "I get it.." he mumbled. I layed down, on top of him. He held me as I played with his shirt. He played with my hair and closed his eyes. "I can finally sleep in peace... I love you..." he whispered as he fell asleep. I smiled. "I love you too..." I whispered quietly before kissing his cheeks and closing my eyes aswell....