03-08. im not letting you.

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we all went home that day, me and mike were still in shock. i went straight to my room and just cried, non stop. it was painful. one of my best friends, gone in a day.

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a few days later, the phone rang "curt its for you!" mum shouted

"okay!" i shouted grabbing my phone "hello?"

"curt hey, can i come over? i need to speak to you." max said

"yeah, yeah sure" i said

"okay, bye" she said ending the call

i was waiting for max, not knowing what she wanted to speak about. i was worrying, then the door rang. i went to open it and max was stood there

"hey" i said

"hey." she said walking in

"cmon lets go to my room" i said, walking as she followed

we got into my room and both sat on my bed

"so whats up?" i ask

"uh.. okay, uhm.. jesus. i think its best if we erm, broke up. with whats happend recently i dont wanna tear you down with my emotions and make you feel less loved and stuff. im sorry" max said

"no max, i promised el im not letting you go. i love you and you know no matter what happend, im always here. your not going" i said, refusing

"curt but-" max tried saying something

"max." i said

"curt, please"

"no max, im not letting you go. youll just make yourself feel bad and go into a deep depression state and then youll have no way out. no." i said

"jesus curt.." she said not knowing what to say

"i dont know why you bothered" i said shrugging, then laying down

"i dont know what id do without you sometimes." she said cuddling up to me

"promise me, if things go bad youll let me know. i dont want you upset without me knowing" i said

"i promise curt, im sorry." she said, as a tear rolled down her cheeck

"go ahead, let it all out. im not gonna judge you" i said, she then balled right then and there. i stroked her hair in comfort, letting her know im right there.

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a/n

im sorry theyre so adorable at then end🥹🙏

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