04-11. maxs letter

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dear curt,

i have no clue on where to start for you, but im just gonna go with it because this is the last thing im ever gonna say to you and as cringey as it is, i want it to come from my heart. ever since i saw you at the front of the class getting told of for being late to school, i knew from that day you were gonna be my boyfriend. ive loved you ever since, i always have and i always will. im so glad i spent my last days with you because if i spent it with anyone else, they wouldve been hell. even though the rest of the group were with us, you were with me through most of it. im also glad you never let me break up with you, because quite frankly, i never wanted to. i just didnt want to pull you down with me when i got depressed after billys death but you made it really clear thats what you wanted, and you got exactly that. you helped me through every day, you made me believe that life was actually worth something. ever since the day the byers moved, that was my last straw. i lost it all and had no hope in life, except you. you made everything worth atleast something. im so sorry it ended like this curt but i promise im sti watching you, please look after yourself and dont hurt yourself to much now that im gone. im sure im not that amazing and im sure mike is still going to be there for you, please go to him or anyone infact, if you need help. let someone be what you were to me. i hope you know how much you helped me, you were everything to me. you still are, no matter dead or alive.

love your girlfriend, max.

ps. please make sure im wearing our mathcing bracelet forever, i never want to loose it.

i cried, i finally read it. i had nothing new from max now.

i just sat there, sobbing my whole heart out.

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