boys dont cry || max maxfield x male!oc

04-09. we cant do this

we were in the rv, going to the creel house for me, max, lucas and erica. everyone one silent, no one wanted to speak. everyones lifes were at risk right now, not everyone was guaranteed to survive, max wasn't guaranteed to survive. once we arrived at the creel house, us 4 got out and went inside and took our shoes of so vecna couldnt sense us there. the slightest sound of my voice could be heard from maxs headphones, kinda strange if you ask me. i never really liked my voice but heyho, it saved max. we were all currently walking around trying to find vecna, before erica ran to us

found vecna the paper said, we followed her and we saw the light flicker, erica began to write again phase one? she asked, i nodded. her and lucas ran off outside, leaving me and max inside.

me and max moved to a place to sit, waiting for phase two. she looked into my eyes and then started writing

hi. she wrote, looking at me with a smile

hey :) i wrote, smiling back

im glad your here she wrote, waiting for my answer

why wouldnt i be here? no matter what your stuck with me i wrote, trying not to laugh

oh shut it, your adorable sometimes she wrote, smiling sort of

only for you, mayfield. she smiled at me, i knew this was my girl forever. how about on friday, we go to the arcade and do shit you wanna do for the day?

she began writing something, when i tried to peek she turned it away. when she flipped it around she drew us at the arcade, how cute. then the light flashed, erica and lucas was telling us to move onto phase two. we flashed back, phase two was now active and it was time for max to distract vecna, we walked to the room with our shoes in, max put hers back on so vecna could hear her, then walked into the room with vecna she then paused her music before speaking

"hey! asshole! im here. no more music. no more games." no response "do you hear me? what are you waiting for, huh? come on! do you want me or not?" she shouted, vecna was now walking, walking to the attic. we followed him we arrived into the attic, but then lost vecna

"im right here asshole! right here! what are you waiting for?" max said, she then sat down and placed the light on a box

"i know you can hear me. i know you can read my thoughts. even the worst ones. maybe mostly the worst ones. i thought about what you said. about how i wanted my brother to die. i thought you were just trying to upset me. to anger me. but you weren't, were you? you were just telling the truth.
billy, he made my life living hell. every chance he got. so, sometimes... when i would lie in bed at night, i would... would pray... i would pray that something would happen to him. something awful. i knew that he drove too fast, so i would imagine him crashing. dying in that stupid car.
i just... i wanted him out of my life. forever. i wanted him to disappear. the day that he died...
i think that's why i just stood there. watched. not because i was scared or... weak. but because... i didn't know if he deserved to be saved. and ive tried to forgive myself. ive tried, but... i can't. i can't. so now.. now, when i lie in bed at night... i pray that something will happen to me. that something terrible will happen to me. so that's why im here. because... i just want you to take me away. and i want you... to make me disappear." max finished, before vecna took her

"max? max!" i shouted, "shes in." i just had to sit and wait.

maxs pov:

"is that.. is that true?" vecna said, disguised at curt "you wanted billy to die?"

"why are you talking?" i said, worrying

"you ever had thoughts like that about me?" fake curt said

"what? curt no! never." i said, i would never. hes the love of my life.