31. Atelphobia

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~~the fear of not being good enough~~




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The very next day you show up at Yoongi's house, hopping to the kitchen where he is preparing jajangmen, which smells delicious. Holly comes to you, wagging his tail. You play with him as Yoongi sets down the table.




"Has anyone ever told you that your food tastes amazing?" You say, munching.

Yoongi chuckle "yeah, one of my neighbour"

You snort knowing who he is talking about.






After filling your stomachs, you both walk to the room which needed to be cleaned.

"I took out all the covers" Yoongi says, switching on the lights. "I just brought all the things and dumped it here after moving out from my parents house, never bothered to open this room." He adds, voice low.

You know it must be hard for him to take this step. The last time you were in this room, it led you to cry. You run your hand to the large brown piano, dust collecting on your fingers. "You have a beautiful piano"

Yoongi smiles "it was my mom's"

It's really eye catching. Old but beautiful. You frown at the damaged keys on the end. "Why are some of the keys broken?"

Yoongi's hand which were shuffling the CD's on the shelf freeze. You bite your tongue, pondering if you shouldn't have asked that. You open your mouth to apologise but Yoongi speaks. "It was my dad" he exhales "he bashed my guitar over it" he says grabbing the black guitar. You could see a large scratch on the bottom of it. A couple of string broken.

It makes your feel unsettled, wanting to know what exactly happened between Yoongi and his dad but didn't want to pry much.

"I wanted to learn the piano, when I was younger" you say, attempting to change the grim mood. "Would you teach me sometime?"

Yoongi's eyes lit up. "I would love to" he beams




You both split up the work, and start cleaning. You set all the albums, and clean the shelf while Yoongi cleans all his instruments. You don't shut your mouth while at it, asking Yoongi about the equipments and instruments, he speaks it with excitement. The one used for making beats, that is for recording. He explains it all and you feel like you could listen to him all day.








It's almost dark outside by the time you both are done with the room. The weather outside is rainy so Yoongi orders some food.

"I will bring some new curtains and fix the piano tomorrow" Yoongi says as you both finish your food.

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