Meredith has been working really hard at work for the past two weeks. She's hardly getting any rest at all.
In one month, I'm going to court and I'm going to be charged for the murder.
Meredith and her boss have pulled loads of strings that stop me from being in jail right now, but if she doesn't find something that proves me to be innocent, that doesn't incriminate her in the meantime, I'll be going to prison.
She's really scared. Whenever she's not working, she's crying. She feels so guilty.
I'm in bed, scrolling through my phone when she walks in. "Hi baby!" I smile. She sighs, climbing into bed next to me.
"Come on sweetheart, show me that gorgeous smile of yours" I put my hand on her cheek. "I can't, der.. I can't find any evidence at all that doesn't link either of us to it" she says.
"We will be okay.. I believe in you, darling" I say. "I'll turn myself in" she says. "No! Absolutely not!" I say. "Not now, but if it comes to it" she says.
"Never gonna happen" I say. "Please, derek!" She bursts into tears. "Oh, baby" I sigh, pulling her closer. She cries into my shoulder quietly.
"You can't go to prison for me" she says. "Yes, I can!" I say. "Promise me you won't" she says. "No" I say. "Promise me, derek" she looks into my eyes. "No!" I say firmly.
She pushes me away from her and gets up. She storks out of the room and slams the door behind her. I sigh.
"Darling!" I follow her. She's sat on the couch, curled up in a ball, crying into her hands. "I ruined our lives" she sobs.
"You did not ruin anything!" I say. "If you go to prison, your life will be over.. and I don't want to live without you" she says. "You'll be fine, no matter what.. I'll make sure of that" I say, kneeling infront of her.
"I won't be okay without you.. I need you" she hugs me tight. "You'll be okay.. I can promise you that" I rub her back. She shakes her head. I sigh.
"I love you so so much, baby" I say. "I love you so much" her bottom lip trembles. "I wish you'd stop stressing so much.. I'm really worried about you" I stroke her cheek with my thumb. "I'm worried about you!" She says.
We both care so much more about eachother than we do ourselves. I think I can say in full confidence that we would literally die for eachother. I just love her so much.
"You know you're my best friend in the whole entire world?" I put my hands on her cheeks. "You're my best friend.. even over cristina" she whispers. I kiss her softly.
I sit next to her on the couch. "Is there anything I can do to make you relax even a little bit?" I ask. "Just.. come here" she holds her arms open. I hug her tight.
"Will you promise me something?" I ask. She nods. "What?" She asks. "No matter what.. we're getting married, yeah?" I hold her hand, looking at her engagement ring. "Of course" she says.
"I just.. I don't know how much longer I can go without being your husband" I say. She smiles. "I promise.. we are getting married" she kisses me. I smile against her lips.
"There's one more thing you could do to relax me.. if you wanted" she grins, pulling away. "I'm so sorry darling, I have teeth whitening strips on" I chuckle, showing her. She giggles. "Its okay, maybe later then" she shrugs.
"You did mean go down on you, didn't you?" I ask as she stands up. She nods. "Give me twenty minutes and I'll be there" I say. "Okay" she chuckles.
"Going to bed?" I ask as she walks away. "Yeah, gonna watch TV for a bit" she says. "You don't wanna watch it with me?" I frown.
"I want some alone time with my tequila, porn and vibrator, okay? I need a break" She says. I chuckle. "Okay baby" I say. "You can come up in twenty minutes" she says.
"You don't like watching porn" I look at her. "No, but I do like shirtless pictures of my boyfriend" she grins. "Fiance!" I say. "Fiance" she giggles, rolling her eyes. She runs upstairs.
She's kicked me out of our room before for some alone time. It's a bit weird, seeing as I can easily give her twice the amount of pleasure, but I think she just likes the space when I'm not there for a while.
I don't mind at all, I think it's really hot. I smile as I hear her moaning. I chuckle softly.
"Baby!" I yell as there's a knock at the door. "Seriously!?" She yells. "Babe!" I yell. She comes downstairs. "I'll kill you" she charges at me. "There's someone at the door" I say.
"Answer it yourself! Lazy shit" she opens the door. I chuckle. She giggles, looking back at me as she sees a guy holding a huge bouquet of flowers infront of her. "Thank you" she takes them. He leaves. She locks the door.
"Baby" she grins. "Am I still a lazy shit?" I walk over to her. "No" she rolls her eyes. "I love them, thank you honey" she kisses me. "You're welcome, my love" I kiss her cheek.
"Sorry It interrupted your mer time" I say. "You can always interrupt my mer time.. are you ready to come upstairs?" She grins. "Five minutes" I say.
"I want you now" she frowns. I grab the flowers off of her to go and put them in a vase. She follows me.
"Upstairs" she tugs on my arm. "You are a horny little bitch" I whisper in her ear. "Call me a bitch again" she smirks. I chuckle. I kiss her neck softly. She giggles as I tickle her belly.
She grabs my hand and pulls me along as she runs upstairs. I follow her, pulling off the teeth whitening strips and tossing them into the bin before jumping ontop of her as soon as we reach our room.
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deadly lies
Fanfictionmeredith is a detective working for the LAPD. she's 22 years old, engaged to her high-school sweetheart derek, a surgical resident. they met in their first year of high-school and became best friends. they realised their feelings for eachother soon...
