Me and mer are on the couch. She's been attached to my side literally all day. It's very sweet when she does this. "Baby can you hug me tighter?" She sighs. I pull her closer and hug her waist tighter.
"Der" she warns as I grab her ass gently. I sigh, pulling away. She's only wearing one of my shirts and a thong, and I'm just in my boxers. "Why can't I touch?" I frown. She giggles. She's literally had her hand resting on my dick for the past half an hour, and I'm not allowed to touch her butt?
"Der" she pouts as I move her hand. I chuckle. "Why can't I touch your cute butt?" I pull her onto my lap. "Because you'll get all horny and try to seduce me" she grins. "Whys that a bad thing?" I smirk. She giggles.
"This is cuddle time" she looks into my eyes. I let out a small sigh but smile at her cuteness. I kiss her forehead. "Okay.. I'm sorry" I grin. She smiles.
The door opens and mark bursts straight in. Meredith gasps, hiding her face in my chest. "Mark!" I yell at him, hugging mer. "You scared the shit out of her" I chuckle, pulling her closer. He laughs.
"Idiot" he sits next to us and hits her leg. She punches his leg back hard. He groans. Cristina, izzie, Alex and Jackson also walk in. "Why is everyone here?" I sigh.
"Guys I literally don't even have pants on" mer giggles, pulling down her shirt more. "Yeah, thanks guys" I say sarcastically, putting on my pyjama bottoms. Mer hugs my waist and cuddles back into me as soon as I sit back down.
"Did we interrupt something?" Izzie smirks. "No we were just cuddling" mer says. "Awww" mark teases. I glare at him. She blushes slightly, pulling away from me slowly. "Shut up mark" I hug her tighter.
She smiles at me brightly. My heart starts beating so fast in my chest and my face lights up. I love it when she smiles at me like that so fucking much.
"We all wanted to hang out with you before Derek like.. goes to prison and stuff" Alex says. Meredith's whole face drops and she looks down at her lap. "Alex! Don't say that infront of mer!" Izzie hits him. "It's okay" I whisper, hugging her tighter. I stroke her cheek with my thumb slowly, looking into her eyes, trying to stop her from crying.
I smile at her after a few seconds and kiss her softly as I realise she's not going to cry. "Derek still has another week" she says, hugging my neck. "Exactly.. it'll go so fast" mark says. "Guys you're upsetting her!" I sigh as her bottom lip wobbles. "Sorry" mark says.
"Let's stop talking about it" I sigh, pulling her onto my lap gently and kissing her cheek. "Mer you're not the one going to prison" Alex says. "I'm not sad for me.. I don't want my boyfriend to be alone in there" she says.
"I'm gonna be fine baby.. I have full faith that my amazing detective fiance will get me out anyway" I say. "I don't have faith" she sighs. I kiss her softly.
"Do you wanna come up with me for a second and we can get changed?" I ask. She nods. I just wanna make sure she's okay in private. They're all watching us and it's a bit uncomfortable. "We'll be two seconds" I say as we get up. We go upstairs.
She starts crying as soon as we get into the bedroom. "Baby it's okay" I sigh, hugging her tight. "I didn't want to think about it" her voice trembles. She reaches up and hugs my neck, sobbing into my shoulder. "Please stop crying" I sigh, picking her up.
"Can we go back to not thinking about it?" I sit with her straddling me on the bed. She nods. I wipe her tears and kiss her softly.
"Let's get dressed" I whisper. "Okay" she gets up. We put on some proper clothes and go back down. "I'm sorry for upsetting you, mer" mark says. "It's okay" she hugs him. I smile, sitting down. She sits on my lap and snuggles into me.
"Do you guys want anything to drink?" I ask. "I'll get it" she gets back up and goes to the kitchen after everyone tells her what they want. I go and help her.
She smiles as I hug her waist from behind and kiss her neck as she pours the drinks. "You're supposed to be helping" she grins. "I am" I rub her belly, kissing her cheek too. She turns around and kisses my lips. I smile, kissing her back.
"Can I have snacks?" She asks. "What would you like?" I ask. "Chips" she says. I grab a bag for her. We take the drinks over and sit back down on the couch. She sits next to me and I wrap my arm around her as we talk to the guys.
She puts her hand on my thigh and rubs it gently. I smile, looking down as she runs her hand up it slowly. I don't think she even realises what she's doing. "Baby" I whisper in her ear, grabbing her arm gently. She looks at me and blushes as she realises. I chuckle.
Me and mer have decided that for the last week before I go to prison, we're going to make the most of it. We're going on a bunch of dates and making love every night.
It's making me happy, but so sad at the same time.. and her. She literally bursts out crying every time after we finish having sex. It makes me feel so bad. I don't want to leave her alone.
The thing is, my girl is the strongest girl ever. She can definitely survive being alone.. but I don't think she'll want to, without me. I know that she loves me so much, but sometimes it messes with both of our independence. We never want to be apart.
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deadly lies
Fanfictionmeredith is a detective working for the LAPD. she's 22 years old, engaged to her high-school sweetheart derek, a surgical resident. they met in their first year of high-school and became best friends. they realised their feelings for eachother soon...
