Take Me As I Am

Will This Work Out?

- I couldn't wait another to put up my next chapter because I know you guys hate me for leaving with a cliff hanger. But I promise this chapter will be good.

Im not sure if every part of the story be good. But you will like it (:

Mostly for Tori and William!

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Tori's P.O.V.

So William and I are walking to the garden. I can't believe Im about to do this. I hope I don't mess up or stutter a lot when Im talking to him. I hope he forgives me and wants to be with me. He really is a nice boy and I can't keep torturing him by not telling him how I feel.

As we're walking to the garden, I can already smell the aroma of the flowers. When I said I really love this place, I meant it. It just brings me to a happier place. I feel more at ease. So I guess it'll be more easier to talk to William in there.

Once we reached the garden, as I figured, it was empty. So I took a seat on the benches that they have. Then William took a seat right next to me, but leaving a space between us so I wouldn't feel very awkward being close to him.

I looked in to his eyes and said, "I guess you hate me for waiting this long to talk to you." I said with my head down, playing with my fingers nervously.

He chuckled and place his hand under my chin and left my chin up, "I already told you that day that I would wait for you no matter what. All I kept doing was thinking about you. And it hurts me knowing that Im the one that caused you pain when I was trying to make you feel better."

"No, no, no it's not your fault, I should have told you why I reacted like that."

"Now Im all ears to know why." He looked at me with his sexy hazel eyes with secure and comfort. That feeling made me even easier for me to tell him.

I sighed deeply and started, "Freshman year I was new to this school. I didn't know anyone. I was a nobody basically. Until this boy named Jake decided to make a move on me. Back then he was the school player and every girl was head over heels for him. Except for me. I didn't buy into that bad boy look. Once he realize I wasn't interested he would try and try everyday to get my attention," I chuckled at the memory and continued, "Up until three weeks later, I finally gave in. During those weeks he proved me wrong about players that never settled down. So we went out for almost three years until,"

I paused. I felt my eyes watering up and then William took my hand in his and said "Come on, it's okay you have to let it all out."

That gave me all the confident I needed to continue, so I did. "Until he took me to his house one day instead of dropping me home. I was really confused because he was acting strange that day as well. I didn't say anything. So we went inside his house and he rushed me into his room. I was startled by his force on my arm pulling me. He pushed me down on his bed and told me to take off my clothes. Mind you during our relationship I told him I want to wait until Im 18 to have sex, and he AGREED. So after he told me to take my clothes off, I told him 'No' because I already know where it was going to go. Then he slapped me and I was scared to death and he pinned me down and started taking my clothes off. I couldn't do anything. And he took my virginity just like that." By now Im balling with tears coming down my eyes.

"Shhhhh, it's okay Tori. I would never do that to any girl. Let alone a beautiful girl like you. If that ever happened to my sisters, I would have been in jail." He said bringing me into a hug and soothing me.

"That's why I totally freaked out because when you kissed me, I was raped like two days before that. Jakes head kept popping into my mind." I said through sniffles.