Take Me As I Am

Counseling & Some Tears

*My story has almost 300 reads, that's good for me as a beginner. I haven't upload in a long time. Sometimes it's just school that's in my way. But now it's chapter 5 it's really mostly about the counseling and Tori telling her best friend what Jakes been doing to her. I hope its goes good. If I have enough time I might upload chapter 6 also *fingers crossed*.

Well here you go (: VOTE, FAN, & COMMENT!*

"Y-yes , Im Tori," I stuttered out to the counselor.

Right now, my mother and I are recently at the Mrs.Martinez counsel office. Ever since I told my mother about Jake raping me, she insisted I take counseling. Genuinely I didn't want to take it because what if Jake finds out, but then again Im doing what's best for myself. I can't always care for others but never for myself.

"Well right this way," she said lovingly. From that moment on, I knew I can trust her with my problems. "Honey I'll be right outside if you need me or anything," my mother said hugging me tightly. I nodded and headed in with Mrs.Martinez.

I soon as I entered her office, it wasn't like any other office you usually see. Hers had more life into. The walls were a light purple and brown furniture. That really made the room pop out more. She directed me to sit down in one the couches.

"We'll hello there Tori. I know you my name already, but I guess your wondering how can someone my age know what young adults like you, go through," I shake my head nervously, scared to say anything. "I figured you would have some type of concern," she chuckled lightly. "Im going to tell you a part of my life like I tell every other patient I had, just so they could fill more comfortable to talk to me."

"When I was around the age of 14 almost 15, my mother would have a boyfriend because I never knew my father. My mother would date certain men just to be happy or have that space that my father should have been in be filled. My mother and I were always close, when I mean close I mean talking about my first kiss close," she laughed a little which made me laugh, then she continued. "My mother would always tell me if anything bad happens to you please always tell me. I took her word for it because I knew I could trust my mother. Then one day my mothers boyfriend came home, I guess they were really serious because he had the keys to the house. I always liked him though to tell you the truth. He didn't show any signs whatsoever that can prove for him to be a bad bad person. I was wrong." Mrs.Martinez paused for a minute. I can see this was a difficult topic for her. I was going to say open my mouth to say she doesn't have to continue. But it was already too late, she started talking again.

"He came into my room door, banging hard as ever. In my head I was like 'why would he be banging like that.' I quickly open the door thinking he really needed something urgently. As soon as I opened the door, his fist lunged to face. Me being that age I didn't know what was going on until he said something and his breath smelled like alcohol. Then it hit me, he was drunk. I quickly got up off the floor, ran to my closet but it was too late. He already caught me and then he threw me to my bead. All I can remember me saying is 'Mommy, mommy!' Or 'Mommy where are you?!' It was too late he already ripped my clothes off and he raped me."

Right then and there I was in balling tears and so was Mrs.Martinez. Now I knew for sure I can trust her with my problems. She handed me a tissue and then she said.

"Im sorry, this topic always get to me. It's always so sensitive and I can also see it is for you. So Tori if you still like to tell me what's going on-," I didn't even let her finish until I blurred out everything to her.

I told her about Jake and I first started, his player ways, how my mother never liked him. I even told her about how Jake and I talked about having no sex until after Im ready. Then I told her about the worst thing that ever happened to me. Jake raping me. I even told her how I never even told my best friend what happened.