Take Me As I Am

Meeting With The Counselor

*I See People Have Been Reading My Story. *happy dance* Lol But I Need More Votes, *sigh*. Anyways This Is Chapter 4 And It Starts Off In Jake's P.O.V. This Time Instead Of the Tori's. Her You Go!*

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(Jake's P.O.V.)

I woke up with moonlight shining through my bedroom window. Looking next to me, thinking Tori is sill going to be there. 'Why would she still be there idiot, you just RAPED her!' A little voice in my head just said. Should I really feel bad for doing what I just did. My heart doesn't feel a thing, but my mind does. Whatever the heart wants, what the heart wants.

I went downstairs to go watch some TV. Obviousy, my father is home by this time.

"Hey son, I came in and you were sleeping. So I left your dinner in the fridge." I looked at the time on the kitchen counter. 8:51. Man, did I really sleep that long? Usually when I have sex, I would be up befor the girl. But since I haven't done in 3 YEARS, I was exhausted.

"Thanks dad," going into the fridge to get my plate of food.

Before my mom passed away, I grimaced at that thought, my dad was an excellent cook. Sometimes begging my mom to cook for her. So now it wouldn't be difficult cooking after what happened.

My dad nodded and went up to his room.

My dad & I don't really talk that much after what happened with my mom. Some days I wish we could talk and hang out, like when I was younger. When Tori comes over usually, she would get everything out of him, and they just talked like long time friends. I wish I had that with him.

Depressed, I went upstairs after I was done with my plate of food, and headed to bed. school's tomorrow.

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I arose with the sun on my face, shining bright as ever. I looked at the clock next to my bed counter and saw that it was 6:30. Man how much i hate getting up early for school. But today I'm actually happy to go to school. Just to tell my bestfriend, Simon, what I did with Tori yesterday afternoon.

I quickly ran to my bathroom, wash my face and brushed my teeth. I took a glanced at my dark brown hair and smiled. Damn, I look good. Went to my closet to find a t-shirt, some dark jeans, my blue & white Adidas jacket with my blue and white Adidas shoes perfect to match. Grabbed my bag keys, and took a quick look at myself in the mirror and enjoyed the look. Why wouldn't a girl want all of this?

Running down the stairs, grabbed my keys and storm out the door to my car.

As soon as I got to school, parkd my car and ran into Simon with a big grin on my face.

"Whoa there horsey, no need to run me over," he said laughing. I just gave him a stupid look.

"Dude, I have something big to tell you man," Simon stopped laughing and stared at me serious now.

"What is it?" he asked all calm.

"I finally had sex with Tori yesterday," whispering to him, since there wre still people around us. The look on his face was priceless, he looked stunned like he knew this would never happened. Then he got out of his dazed and asked,

"But I thought she wanted to wait till she was 18, and right now she's still 17,' he looked at me with a suspicious face. I lookd on the floor not wanting to face what was coming next.

"Dude, did you RAPE her?!" he had fire in his eyes. I know what you are thinking, 'Why is Simon acting so over protected, like its his girlfriend?', well Simon is the type that doesn't like conflict and danger. I know you are thinking how I got a friend like that, well long story, for another time.

"Shh man, people will hear you,"

"I could care less, you know what you did was wrong that's why you are shushing me!" after what h just said, he stormed off to God knows where.

Meanwhile I'm left without without a friend.....

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(Tori's P.O.V.)

I woke up around 8:45, Mom didn't want me to go to school today. After all that is happened yesterday. So instead my mom assigned an appointment for the counselor today. I'm really nevouse. What if she tells my mother, better yet the police? What is jake finds out I'm going to see a counselor what out of the blue? What if he does worse than rape me, when he finds out? I don't even know what's he capable of after yesterday. Then suddenly tears forming down my face, I'm balling my eyes. Why did this have to happen to me?

Suddenly I hear a knock on the door, I quickly wipe my tears and tried to look decent.

"Honey, it's mom," she said peeking thorugh my door.

"Come in," I said

"You know we are going to the counselor today, so I need to go wash up and get ready because the appointment is at 10:30." I glanced at the clock that read 9:01. I jumped out of my head and ran to my bathroom. As you know girls do take long getting ready and I only have one hour to get ready.

As soon as I got out of th shower, I quickly ran to my closet. as I'm searchong through my closet, I come across and dark, navy blue strapeless sundress that I got last summer. It was pretty hot outside. More like STEAMING hot. So I figured this would work. To top it off I added some yellow open-toed snadals. I quickly went to the curling iron to my long, aubrun hair. I added a yellow bow on th top left, just to look extra cute. thn i added some makeup. Not a lot though. Just some mascara, a little bit of eyeliner and then some pink lipgloss.

As soon as I was done with everything. I hear my phone ringing, than recongnizing ringtone, Pumped Up Kicks by Foster the People, it was my bestfriend, Stacy. then a furious stacy answered the phone.

"Where the hell are you?! Why didnt didn't you come today?!" she said with anger.

"Ummmm, home silly," trying to play it cool. Avoiding her second question. Figured she would avoid it and drop the conversation. Unfortunatley it didn't happen.

"You didn't answer my second question," I didn't quite tell her about what happened yesterday. So I came up with something to say.

"Well, my mother got real sick this morning. Coughing and sneezing. So at the last minute while I was heading out the door, she told me to stay with her. So I couldn't say no to my mother, especially if she's sick."

"Well tell her I said get better soon, and I'l call back after school,"

"Okay, love you Stace,"

"Love you too, dork"

"Bye"

"Bye." I let out a sigh ot of relief. I can't believe she bought that. Wow Tori, you're really good at lying. smirking to myself. I quickly ran downstairs and went to car of my waiting mother.

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Once we got to the counselors office, I had a part of with me telling me not to go, but the other part of me is saying this is what's best.

Walking into the door, I felt a breeze of cold air hit my body.

"Hello, I'm Mrs. Martinez and you must be Tori,"

*Picture of Mrs.Matinez on the side >>>>

*Whoa, Clift Hanger,

But What Do You Think Is Going To happen With Tori And The Counselor When They Talk?

Do You Think Simon Is a Good Bestfriend From Getting Mad Jake Or Do You think He Likes Tori, Secretly?

Do You Think Stacy Is buying What Tori Told Her About Her Mom Being Sick?

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