Take Me As I Am

I Love You or Not?

-OMG I have feel so bad! I haven't update in awhile, matter fact a long time! I have just been extremely busy with scool being finished and all. But today I bear you guys with the chapter that you have been longing for. I will post a link of a song that I think that kinda describes this chapter pretty wrong.

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Here we go!!!!

(Recap) 

(Will's P.O.V.)

"Will, put me down!" She laughed.

I put her down and said, "I love you."

Oh my gosh, I can't believe I just said that. I thought I wouldn't be able to say it to her. Finally, I said it. She knows how I feel. All I just need to hear her say it back.

"Umm, Tori?" All of a sudden she turned around and ran out of the bowling alley with Stacy behind her trying to catch up.

What have I done?

(Present): 

(Tori's P.O.V.) 

Omg, did he just say what I think he just say? I can't believe it. It's like as soon as he sai those three words, I imagine Jake and what he did to me. Only if it was once, it still hurts. I din't mean to run out like that from Will, but I didn't have the courage to say it back to him. 

I gave him a chance after my breakup with Jake, but I didn't he drop those three words to me so quick. Wow, I can't believe it. I feel like idiot for leaving him like that. He was so excited and happy whn he told me. It was like a weight was lifted off his shouldes and I just made it 10 times more worse. I didn't mean I really didn't, but I ouldn't brring myself to sy it back. But i reallydo like Will, a lot. but not...love. 

As I'm running out of the bowling alley, I here someone calling my name.Me thinking it is Will, I don't stop running.

"TORI!" the voice calls again. Wait, that voice isn't fom Will. I stop running and turned around to find my best friend, Stacy running towards me. 

She catches up to me, bending down with her hands on her knees trying to catch her breath. As soon as she catches her breath sh hits me, hard.

"Ow! What was that for?" rubbing my am up and down with my hand . 

"Since when you can run like a track star, and why didn't you stop when I called you?" she asked witha stern look on her face. I don't answer, and that's when sh realizes the tears stains on my face. 

"Shit Tori, what happened?" she grabs me into a hug and burts into tears again. Stacy is soothing me, rubbing her hand up ad down my back. I just snuggle close to her and keep on crying. 

I don't how long we stood there, probably like 15 minutes, until Stacy says,

"Tor, I think we should heading home. I'll just text Simon that were are going home."

I just nod my head. 

"Okay, we can start going home now. I text Simon saying we are going home now." I nodded and we started walking to the car. With my head low.   

We reached the bus stop, since the boys brought us here, and we wait until a bus comes. I can't wait until I get home and forget about this whole night. This time it's going to take much longer to actually talk to Will again. 

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I wake up the next morning, feeling a little better than last night. I turn over to see Stacy is still passed out next to me. She slept last night liked planned.