Take Me As I Am

BONUS Chapter- Tori's P.O.V.

-I wanted to wrote a chapter explaining what Tori went through when William first kissed her. I know I just jumped to when she was going to answer him. I want to try to at least let people relate to it for a little bit. Even if its not a lot. I have to Remember she got taped also. I'm going to change the time when had to think from 2 weeks to 1 month. I don't think two weeks was enough. I'm going to try my best on this chapter.-

Tori's P.O.V.

I woke up the next morning with an excruciating headache. My head is killing me. Why was my head hurting this much? Then I remembered last night. I can't believe William kissed me last night. OMG William kissed me!

I wanted it to feel good, but all I kept thinking about was Jake. Like what did I do for my own boyfriend, well now ex, to rape me. I still remembered the slap he gave me before he physically hurt me. I still see the grin on his face, just enjoying himself hurt me. I tried my hardest to make me stop, but he said was "Shut up!"

I felt like my whole world was falling down on top of me. I can't believe he would do this to me. And when William leaned in to kiss me, I tried my hardest to forget Will for a little moment. But I couldn't. As soon as his lips came on mine, I saw Jake's face and totally freaked out.

I got up from my bed and went to my bathroom and I gasped when I saw my face. My eyes were puffy from crying, my face was red, and my eyeliner was smudged all over my face. I couldn't my awful headache that's literally pounding my head. I opened the medicine cabinet and took two pills of Advil and gulped it down with the water bottle I kept in there for these situations.

I then washed my face and then head back to my room. Before I do I checked my window and see if my mothers car is there. Thank goodness it's not, because I wasn't ready to tell her what happened.

I head downstairs into the kitchen to only fine a note from my mom:

"Dear Tor:

I went to work on an early shift today but will come back before dinner time. I when to check on you this morning and I saw that you have been crying. I didn't want to disturb you but when I get home today, you have a lot of explaining to do.  

Call me as soon as you see this note.

Love, Mom"

Of course my mother would see that I was crying. But I did as I was told and dialed her number.

"Hello? Tori?" my mother said.

"Hi, mom." My voice came out a little hoarse, I figured from crying all night.

"Aw, honey how are you? I went to check on you before I left and I saw that you were crying. What happened?" she said softly.

"Just something happened last night." I said quietly. I didn't want my voice come any hoarse then it already sounds.

"I see that you don't want to talk about it but when I get home, were going to relax and talk about it together." She said seriously.

"Okay."

"I figured you're not going to seeing that its 9:45." She said.

What?! I woke up that late. I guess I'm not going to school for real. "I guess you're right. It wouldn't make sense if I went." I said

"Alright I have to go but I'll see you later. I love you." She said lovingly.

"I love you too mom." I said softly. Then the line went dead.

I went into the kitchen and grabbed a bag of Ruffles chips and a CapriSun juice pouch and went upstairs. As I was going upstairs to my room I see my phone buzzed and it was my best friend, Stacy. It said: