Stop playing around.

Chapter 2. It's just a school.

Warnings: S.H.
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○~Raven's Pov~○

At 7 a.m. my alarm went off. I don't wanna wake up..I wanna die alone in this bed. I sighed and got up. I will miss this room.

I went to my wardrobe and took the only things left there. An over-sized blue hoodie that matched my eyes and some baggy dark grey jeans and my black converse. I like converse a lot.

I went downstairs and saw my dad waiting for me. "Good luck, Raven." He hugged me tightly and whispered. "I will miss you a lot" I didn't answer. I am so selfish. I hate myself. Shut your thoughts, Raven..

When I went outside, my mother was there. She was already in the car. I sighed and got inside in the backsit. I plugged in my headphones and Bad Idea by Girl in Red started playing. This song makes me feel good, because of its rhythm. I listen to Girl in Red a lot lately. I don't particularly consider me as sapphic, but I enjoy her songs. It was a bad idea.. calling you up...

One notifications appeared on my screen. It was my friend.

Noelle☆

Are you coming to school today?
8:13 a.m.

My mom is sending me to a boarding school and I am going there today.
8:14 a.m.

Such a bummer, Raven. Text ya later!
8:14 a.m.

Okay. Bye!
8:14 a.m.

She hates me too now.. I hate myself so much. Stupid thoughts.

I sighed. We arrived. "Let's go" My mother said looking at me from the front seat. They were the first words she has said today, atleast to me. I get out and she followed me "Behave, Raven." She whispered in my ear so no one heard us. My mom always does this things, she acts perfect in front of people but she isn't perfect, not even close.

I look at the school in detail. The door was very big, massive and it was the gothic style. My favourite type of architecture. There were a lot of windows. I mean a lot. The school looked like it would easily keep 10k girls, but maybe I was wrong. I still don't know.
I sighed. Some girls would die to be here. But for me, it's the last place I wanna be in.

Me and my mother walk in to the school and a middle-aged woman was waiting there for us. She had a black suit and her hair tied up. She looks so fucking hot.. Raven.. Stop with those thoughts. I'm straight.

We walked through big hallways and I felt very lost. Every girl seemed to mind her own business and there was no drama. It's gonna be so different than my past school.

At my previous school we had constant drama, fights and the hallways were small, horribly dirty and smelled like someone threw up there. This place smelled like lavender and there wasn't even a bit of dust. Expensive.. I don't deserve this. My parents really think I deserve this.. I don't.

As I was walking I realized I wasn't even listening to what the lady said "..your uniform in the room's closet. Your roomate will show you." Fuck.. Roomate? I don't like this, at all.

"Our school provides a lot of support for mental health and the lgbtq+ community" The woman continued. Mom looked at me with a annoyed face waiting for me to say something. "That's awesome, but I'm straight and.. I'm fine for now. Thanks." Why was it so hard to say that out loud? I hate this school.. I hate myself.. I hate life..