Stop playing around.

Chapter 5. Louis here

Warning: Drinking

○~Louisana's Pov~○

5:30 a.m.

My alarm went off. "Turn that off.." Stacy groaned in her sleepy voice. We've been roomates for a while and she's got close with me lately, which made her popularity grow really quick. I couldn't disagree with the fact that she is nice and sweet, but I would've preferred a roomate more like.. uhm- that girl Raven.

I went into the bathroom and did my routine which was: showering, brushing my teeth, doing myskin care, getting dressed, doing my make up and styling my hair. I had to do this every morning to look presentable. It really sucked. Atleast I got bitches, so I can't blame anyone for that.

We had breakfast at 8 a.m. and Stacy and I always go fashionable late. I don't even know what it means, but Stacy said it's a thing so, I went with it.

Once we arrived my eyes searched for the girl which flooded my mind lately. I've never felt this way to anyone. She was just so special..

After that meeting on Sunday, we didn't say a word to eachother. We pretended to be strangers. It's for the best.

While eating my cereals, I kept glancing at times at Raven and her friends. They were laughing and having fun. My friends are never that fun to hang out with. I also noticed she tried making eye contact and she was also staring at me.

"What's up with you?" Kylie asked me. I started being more and more distant since the Asian girl joined our school. I shaked my head looking down. I didn't even know what was happening to me.

All my life, all i ever knew was grades, school, academic succes, etc. That year I started to loose my interest and got really burned out. My grades were still perfect, but my happiness went downhill. Then I realized I could use girls to erase my pain, it worked for a while. Unfortunately, Raven came. Ever since she joined our school, I started putting walls between me and my friends. Only Stacy knew about her, she tried helping me. No succes. What the hell is going on with me?

"I have an idea." I suddenly said which made all the girls from the table look at me. "Party, Friday at 8 p.m., our room and bring alcohol." I smiled looking at Stacy. She did a fake smile at girls while pinching me really hard under the table which made me flinch.

"We should go.." She waved at the girls as we walked out of the place. "What the fuck was that, Louisana? I know you're having problems with that girl, but you can't drink. You know what happened last time." I sighed almost tearing up, she noticed it.

"I- sorry, Louis." I nodded biting my lip and looked at the ceiling. Tears were forming in my eyes. I hadn't cried in months, what the hell?

"It's fine. But we can't tell the girls to not come now." I said after calming down. The girl in front of me sighed anxiously. "No more than two shots, listen to me." I nodded walking to my class rapidly.

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It was two minutes before 8 p.m., I looked at myself in the mirror. My face was looking perfect because of the make up that has just been applied. I glanced at my lips for a bit and kissed my mirror. It stained the mirror very well. I then looked at my scrumptious long blonde hair. My fingers went up to my hair and started gently brushing it.

I heard some girl talking on the hallway. I sighed and got up. I then gave myself a one reassuring nod and opened the door. The girls were waiting for me with bottles of wine, beer and whiskey. Wow- that's a lot..

The closet door cracked, revealing Stacy with a worried look on her face. I trusted her a lot and of course, I told her a lot of things in my life. Like my parents, my past, my drinking, the secret basement and.. Raven lately. She had been worring about my drinking addiction coming back since I started drinking sometimes again, but it was not. Hopefully.