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Chapter 3. First day

Warning: E.d., Smoking
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○~Raven's Pov~○

"Raven.. Wake up!" Thea's voice woke me up. I looked at the time. 7:06 a.m. I got up and took the masculine uniform. I walked into the bathroom and got changed.

Me and Thea walked towards the cafeteria and a lot of girls were doing the same. The dorm's hallways were loud, full of talking, laughing, slamming doors. I am so tired. I wanna go back to sleep. And never wake up. Raven.. Get yourself together!

We sat down at the table. I saw Leo walk towards us. I noticed her looking at Thea a lot. "What did you guys do yesterday?" They looked at eachother and giggled. There was clearly something between those two. I decided not to bother them.

Warning: e.d.

A 'robot' brought me my food. I looked at it. I couldn't. I grabbed my fork gently and digged it in pudding. I slowly putted it to my mouth, but before taking a bite. I stopped myself. I dropped it in the pudding. I can't. I'm not good enough. I need to skip this one little meal. I don't deserve it. Why did even bother to come here?..

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I decided it would be better to look at what Louisana was doing. I didn't know why, but she was so appealing to look at. She's so pretty it hurts.. Maybe I am jealous of her gorgeousness and that's why I am obssesing over her. I hate my life.. this school.. everything..

I sighed and turned to the girls who were just laughing "..she was just standing there and stared at Stacy and it was so awkard." Leo said laughing. "What are you guys talking about?" I asked trying not to annoy them. "Some of those bitches over there. I hate popular girlies so much" Thea pointed to the table where Louisana was. My heart started beating fast and my chest felt heavy. Louisana is looking at us.. shit.

"They are looking at us." I commented. I felt scared I didn't wanna get in drama on my first official day. Thea changed the subject and talked about some biology subject that they had. I began staring at Louisana again. What is wrong with me?

Leo stopped the conversation that she had with Thea and pointed with her head towards me smirking at me. I didn't even noticed I was too focused, on the blonde-haired girl.

"Soo.. Louisana is the lucky girl you're marrying?" I turned to them and notice them both smirking at me "Me? No. I'm straight." I said with a confident look on my face. "You? Straight? I see you staring at her all the time." Leo spoke. It was true. I'm straight.

"Well, are you talking from experience?" I chuckled looking at Leo waiting for an answer. "Maybe.." She chuckled looking at Thea. She bit her lower lip. "That's gay." We all ended up laughing.

"No shit, Raven. No shit." Leo finished. I could sense some chemistry between Leo and Thea. They just belonged together. Like the moon and the sun. They are nice people. I like them. They don't deserve my stupid ass.

I checked my timetable and my first period was math. Great. "I have maths, what about you guys?" I asked after some time looking at the girls hopeful. I knew if we didn't have the same period I will just end up skipping, since I couldn't find the classroom. "English." Thea said glaring at Leo waiting for her to check the timetable. "I have.. maths with Mrs Martinez. You had luck this time, Raven." I just nodded. Thank god.

Me and Leo watch Thea take the other corner to her own class and we both start walking out of the dorms.

After a ten minutes walk, we arrived. I followed Leo inside. The class was, guess what, massive. Yeah? Who would've guessed?.. This school clearly has a style. I looked around, there were a lot of desks. I don't like crowded places.. I hate this. I wanna.. just dissappear.