Blue & Grey

Kim Taerae

From the outset, it was clear to Yujin that Taerae was undeinably cool. As they commenced recording "Here I Am" on stage, Yujin's vantage point allowed him to gaze upon Taerae from the elevated stage, marking a significant moment for him.

Despite Yujin's struggles, particularly transitioning from All Star to 3 Star, all his worries vanished instantly when he laid eyes on Taerae. From his view, Taerae appeared to effortlessly command the stage, his presence radiating an aura of confidence that seemed to permeate every corner of the room. Yujin couldn't help but feel a surge of admiration, his earlier concerns fading into insignificance as he witnessed Taerae's magnetic performance. It was as if Taerae's mere presence had the power to dissolve Yujin's insecurities, filling him with a newfound sense of determination and inspiration.

Even as Taerae ascended from 3 Star to All Star, while Yujin experienced a decline, there was no hint of jealousy within him. Instead, witnessing Taerae's success fueled a sense of genuine happiness and motivation. Yujin realized that their individual journeys within the group were distinct, and Taerae's growth only served as an encouragement for him to work harder towards his own aspirations.

Yujin found himself observing Taerae and forming an impression that he seemed to like people. Determined to connect with the older member despite their busy schedules, Yujin made up his mind to greet Taerae, sensing that they might not have many opportunities to bond. However, when the shooting concluded, rather than saying a simple hello as planned, Yujin, feeling embarrassed, ended up complimenting Taerae on his performance with a "You did well today" before hastily excusing himself.

Yujin didn't know it, but Taerae picked up on the fact that Yujin wanted to chat. They didn't confirm it until they were backstage or having a meal. Once, while Taerae was eating, he felt Yujin's eyes on him, so he looked back, making it a funny moment they might laugh about later. Yujin struggled to start conversations, but he felt really happy when they ended up on the same team for their first battle on the survival show.

Jiwoong choosing both him and Taerae for the same team helped them become closer. It was nice that Taerae initiated conversations this time, and Yujin appreciated it a lot. During position selections and such, Yujin made sure Taerae got what he wanted. Whenever Yujin felt unsure or lost confidence, his hyungs, especially Taerae, supported him and helped him regain that confidence. When he needed someone to talk to or rely on, Yujin always found himself turning to Taerae.

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When they finally debuted together, Taerae began displaying increased affection toward the younger member, which Yujin pretended to dislike. However, he couldn't conceal the truth - he admired Taerae not just for being cool but also for his fun, adorable, and dependable nature. Yujin delighted in teasing the older member, while Taerae relished seeing Yujin's happiness and satisfaction.

As their bond grew stronger, Yujin realized that Taerae's affectionate gestures were more than just surface-level, they were genuine expressions of care and friendship. Despite Yujin's initial playful resistance, he found himself reciprocating Taerae's affection in subtle ways, whether through a reassuring smile before a performance or a heartfelt gesture during tough times.

Their journey together wasn't just about fame and success - it was about navigating the complexities of relationships, understanding each other's strengths and vulnerabilities, and evolving both as individuals and as a group. And amidst the whirlwind of their careers, their unwavering bond remained a constant source of strength and support, anchoring them through every step of their remarkable journey.

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There was one time where on a brisk autumn evening, the city lights twinkled against the darkening sky. Yujin found himself lost in a maze of thoughts as he strolled along the bustling streets, on his way to the convenience store. The chilly breeze tousling his hair, his mind filled with the pressure of upcoming performances and the constant scrutiny of the public eye.