THANKS FOR THE PROMPT KATIE ( phantasia )
i like the prompt too
i dont love you by my chemical romance (RIP) and teenagers by my chemical romance and smells like teenage spirit by nirvana and possibly kick me by sleeping with sirens
and i swear if you hate on the bands, i will smack you over the internet. "the smack that was heard around the world" js
enjoy interweebs (:
phil never truly liked dan. he was annyoing, needy, and plain out unwanted. you see, in public, dan and phil are best friends, but as soon as phil gets away from dan, its a whole new dimension. dan doesn't know about the secret hate that phil has for him, but he's come close to it. all because someone (*cough* pj *cough*) couldn't keep their mouth closed.
phil always left subtle clues for dan to find, but he would always brush it off, joking about how much dan and phil loved each other platonically.
always sickened phil, mentally and physically.
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"phil," dan called to him. phil rolled his eyes. he was just in there not even 3 minutes ago. see? needy. phil walked up the stairs up to dan's room. phil was basically dragged here by dan.
"whatcha need?" phil said, trying to sound upbeat.
"come look at this," he said, pointing at his tumblr page. there was ask open and it said 'prophecyck asks-"are you and phil actually dating????"
see, dan and phil are basically the kings of tumblr, with their fans and whatnot. just very recently, a little over 4 months, people started to ship phan. apparently that is their ship name. every time phil hear's that word, he physically cringes. and it's noticeable. dan just thinks phil's just shivering.
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phil walked alongside pj, a childhood friend, who until recently, lost touch with. pj knew about the secret hate for dan, and he always thought that phil was in the wrong. pj just didn't understand. he has been around dan for most of his un-forsaken life. he didn't get how needy and annoying, unwanted and useless he is.
when phil talks about dan in the "wrong way", people just look at him like he's crazy, they then go on to defend dan. saying that he is the sweetest and kindest person they've ever met. phil honestly doesn't get how people like dan.
"you're gonna have to tell him sometime or another," pj said. phil rolled his eyes. this has been going on ever since they met- which was 6th year. phil doesn't know how he managed to not break after all this time.
phil's actually surprised dan didn't break. phil saw scars and bruises everywhere, but he always thought it was just people putting him in his rightful place. nothing more, and nothing less.
phil scoffed. "please," phil said while walking into a puddle of mud. "if i was able to keep it up for 6 years, going on 7, i cant keep it up at least until graduation. less than 5 weeks away, peej, i got this man." but speak of the devil, he was right behind them the entire time, and heard everything word for word. oh don't worry phil, dan thought, you won't have to worry about me anymore.
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it was 5th period and phil's actually worried. he hasn't seen dan all day, and usually dan bothers phil first, not vice-versa.
maybe he got sick and had to go home? his mind conjured up.
dans never missed a day of school
why do you even care? hes worthless to you. nothing compared to you. his overly fed ego told him.
calm down, phil, he means nothing. now focus on the board.
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phil walked to his house, which happened to be by his house. fortunately, he wasn't outside waiting for him.
phil walked into his house, after unlocking it. nobody was home so he could blast his music as loud as he can.
walking up the stairs, he frowned. dan wouldn't leave his mind. ever since 5th period, dan was always on his mind. like an annoying gnat flying around your face.
almost to the top of stairs, he turned around, figuring he should apologize to dan. when his hand touched the front door knob, it was yanked wide open, showing dans mother with tears running down her face.
"c-call 999 now!" she screamed. phil just handed her his phone after unlocking it, and rushed outside, only to see dan being lifted into a stretcher and into an ambulance.
the police arrived only moments later, having get the call from mrs.howell.
phil walked back inside, emotionally unstable. "mrs.howell?" phil asked and walked over to where she was sitting in the couch, head in her hands. "what happened?"
mrs.howell then began to tell him, about the abuse, how long it's been happening, how her "husband" made sure that they wouldn't tell anyone about it.
it was horrible. phil was being a bitch to someone who didn't deserve it.
"he never had a best friend you know," she said after she calmed down. "first 17 years of his life, he never had a best friend before you."
that only made him feel worse. there was this feeling in his stomach, and he couldn't shake it. maybe it was regret? it had to be regret.
he muttered a quick goodbye, and ran out, running the entire time to the hospital.
A/N; THANK YOU FOR THIS PROMPT!!!!1!!!!!!!111!11 i am vvv sorry that it is late1 ive been in the hospital all day. and vvvv tired. happy belated birthday katie (you know who you are)
sorry that this is late tho. but i might be able to update the other stories later today so look for that coming your way! okay so this is a very short A/N.. until next time brochachos; stay classy, be sassy, dont you change for anyone.
