The Life Story of a Lost and Depressed Girl

Chapter 5:

-so, I'm sorry it's been so long since I've written but here goes nothing:

We just recently got out of school for the summer. And my boyfriend, lewis, had to go to church camp. But shit went down while he was gone..

I was at my friends house and she told me about a rumor that has been going around.. That lewis had kissed a girl named Angela, while we've been together.. I was majorly pissed.

I talked to him about it and he promised he didn't do it but i still don't know what to believe. Anyways, he gave this other guys number, tyler, so if i needed anything to text him. So I text him and turns out, he helped me alot.. Because i had just cut and told him alot and he helped me..

So, turns out, i think i have feelings for him. I'm so fucking depressed and don't know what to do.. I haven't talked to rose or anyone bc I can't deal with anything right now.. I'm just tired of everything. I honestly think i should take a break from everyone or just give up on life..?

--- sorry for such a short chapter. But any suggestions?