(Contains self harm)
Tighnari was having a restless sleep. He was twisting and turning unable to just rest. Tighnari just finally woke up, he got out of bed and went to the kitchen. He got a glass and filled it with water. He drank the water then placed the glass on the counter. He walked over laid down on the couch and stare at the ceiling.
Socks jumped up on the couch and curled next to Tighnari. " hey socks, I just don't know what to do. I feel like a lifeless corpse just reliving the same routine is my life really still worth it." Tighnari shook his head and got up. He got up to refill his glass.
His phone buzzed. He took out his phone and read the text from cyno
hey Nari are you going to school today?
Uh maybe
I really hope you do
Yeah
Hey Nari
Yes
Are you ok ?
Yup
Nari... I know that your lying.
Tighnari didn't replied back. He picked up the glass it slipped from his grip. The glass crashed into the ground it shattered into a million pieces. Socks jumped a bit. The room just went quiet. Tighnari bends down picks up a piece of glass. Took it and put it to his wrist and cuts his skin. He dropped the glass and stepped back. " what I-I." There was a battle in his mind right now one side saying don't do it and the other saying no one will miss you.
He cleaned the glass and then looked back at his phone. Then he called Kaveh he didn't answer. Tighnari started to cough he quickly ran to his bathroom. He coughed again blood fell out of this mouth then he coughed again a flower fell out of this mouth. He looked down in horror. He didn't know what to do he just sat down started to cry.
He wanted to tell someone everything. How he felt about cyno . How he was hating himself for not being happy for him when he started to dating nilou. He coughed up more blood and petals. "Why just why..." Tighnari got up and went back to bed.
(Hey uh Rosey her I just wanted to check in on y'all and say hi. Please remember that you are loved and cared about by someone)
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A poison ( cynari )
RomantiekTighnari had the biggest crush on Cyno but he knew his feelings belonged to Nilou. He try to ignore his feelings but one day coughed Up flower petals. When he went to to the nurse she told him he had Hanahaki Disease in which the victim coughs up fl...
