Just the real beginning .

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Kalani
"I haven't went live in years" I said putting on like a boy I climbed the pole and posed as the views jumped I started showing off some moves I perfected as I continued I thought about how big I was gonna make my name bye the end of the year I showed off how much I learned as I held my split as I leaned my head back I whipped my body around the pole and slid down ending the live as my phone blew up some more I turned it off  showered fixed my hair and got dressed I threw a cute bikini and some shorts on....
Dave
"Damn you look real good you looked good on live earlier " I said just coming from the gym "thank you you look good yourself I got a meeting with the owner of the skating rink then I was gonna meet liyah on the beach" she said kissing me as I gripped her ass "what's something you want really bad" I asked as she smiled "my own album I got everything else and some wings" She said as I side eyed her "let me hear sum" asked her as she went in the bathroom "do I get some wings" she asked as I thought about her homegirl "yes but if your homegirl finds out you gotta tell on yourself" I said as she went in the bathroom sung best thing I never had  she filled it with so much emotion as she kept going I cracked the door as she sung her heart out I called up the nigga I was just in the studio with last month he listened and set up a session as I bopped to it "I'm so through with that" I said as smiling she continued like she was waiting to let it out we continued to vibing to her singing her heart out "I knew you could sing I just wanted to hear it in person" I said as she hit my shoulder she sent me the beats she had and kissed me goodbye
Later on that night
Kalani
"Liyah girll" I said as she hugged me "where you going" she asked as I smiled "the studio" I said as she followed "aww being a nice gf" she said "actually for myself" she said getting her bag "I'm coming" she said as we pulled up in a Uber I walked in hugged Dave and went straight in the booth "I finished up the beats I just need you to sing your heart out I started with "you did this" as the the music started I got in my bag thinking about the lonely nights pregnancys alone sleepless nights embarrassment
I keeped my eyes closed cause I was nervous I pushed through as I heard myself i smiled it felt like a therapy session I finished they looked "record the next on liyah" I said as "I'll still stay down" came next I sung that one with all my heart cause it was straight facts I continued as I felt my heart beating fast as I thought about him I started rapping and they got excited  i smiled and continued and switched it back to singing but with more soul as I heard my cousin singing at the end I texted him a voice note of his instrumentals being put to use I switched it up with all these kisses for Dave I closed my eyes as I got shy "yessss you might as well drop it" liyah said as I continued once it was over his assistant got me some tea and I drunk it and saved some as lose came on I pulled my lyrics up and started rapping and singing listening to my cousins instrumentals made me emotional "damn girl" the producer said as I got myself together as "Only one" came on I laughed and said that shit with my heart cause this body definitely look good and I definitely made Jerome history I thought about Liyahs pep talk "and did we out on the muthafucking town" liyah said as I smiled and continued "one step away" came on and I was so over how In love I was I was serious about never coming back home again I sung that shit harder then every song that ever came out my mouth I knew they felt it cause they were all sitting down looking at me as I continued I thought about how much shit he did and all the shit he said I felt the tears falling I continued with more soul cause I meant everything I said except when I switched love to loved "I hate do me like that but let's do it" I said as the shook they heads I sung it but not with as much effort cause I didn't feel that way anymore then we got started on the adlibs and bringing the song together I went live as I did my adlibs for one step away I keeped my eyes closed as the song played for a little I ended it and saved it since everyone was in my business Ill give them something....
Dave
"I got my snippet" I said playing all these kisses mines Is still stay down she said playing it "you should drop the album not now but let the world get a hold of the snippets and your talent mines is one step away and we gotta get the people on the instruments " the producer said as his assistant agreed she got a call she answered "You short singing bitchhh I love youuuu" we heard"I love you too you seriously didn't make a beat nothing for anyone but me" she said smiling "yes bitchhh and now you dropping that shit I don't care put us on the map" he said as she shook her head "yup and make sure y'all tag me @Musiqbybj" he said as we tagged him "that's who was on the instruments I can get him I a flight "bitch I'm packing right nowwww" he said hanging up as we laughed we fixed up the songs we worked on it from 10pm to 5 am "my throat needs a nap" she said as we finally went home I checked my feed....
Liyah
"Bitch you missed your flight" I said laughing on the phone "bitch its Mr quickys fault she said as he laughed from behind her "we on our way to the same building we both got interviews" she said smiling as she took her bonnet off "switch upp okay" I said as she checked her makup I'll call you when it's over kisses" she said blowing kisses...
Kalani
"We got the Kalani Anderson Ms brown sugar baby in the building" the interviewers said as I smiled and waved "what's up wit it" I said smiling "so give us a lil tune" they said as I laughed I closed my eyes and gave them a little sum "why you never came out singing in the first place" Kyle said as I laughed I liked Kyle "I never wanted to be famous I sung In church and in my shower I just wanted the songs for myself but posting little clips to tease the songs you hearing old before the kids and during the divorce I always wanted to be a business woman and stay to Myself" I said "so what happened and what song hurt the most" Kyle said "one step away and I was a stripper very young dancing to keep a roof over me and my mamas head it made me feel desired wanted and once I got that divorced I felt like the ugliest thing walking I looked at how depressed I got after giving birth I got a pole got back up on that pole posted that video pushing 20 million views and boom booked back to back shows after shows went on tour going on another tour teaching classes and the Rink in Miami soon website available tonight books your spots" I said smiling "the music the album the songs" they asked "y'all fuck with it for real I mean it was for myself but" I said laughing "girl if you don't drop that damn album" they said "fate coming soon" I said laughing "now one step away and I'll still stay down you put your heart in those" Angela said "yes I meant everything I stay down from a far" I said laughing "all these kisses who you was thinking about when you was sanging" Kyle said as I busted out laughing "oh my goodness" I said "was it the one who posted it" he said pulled up the screen shot "kyleee you should hear you did this to us and let me have my privacy and do your homework I don't hide nothing I care about" I said as he checked my story again I gave him my airpod and let him listen for 30 seconds "now how the fuck I didn't see that and I will be at you door if you don't drop it" he said looking at me "it's a if you know you know kinda thing" I said "yeaaaa" I said smilinh
Dave
"I told the world about us" I said as she laughed "I'm not mad at it" she said "nah I'm just kidding they just keep asking if we go together so I said if you know you know" I said as she smiled "I said the same thing but you just had the story with your hand on my thigh" she said laughing "they want us to confirm it" I said as she shook her head "people nosey now what we doing oh I know getting a pregnancy test just In case" she said looking at me like I was crazy "I told you I was gonna buss and you threw it back you still pushed it out" I said as I rubbed her stomach "ugh hush birth control be lying" she said looking for healthy snacks she liked on doordash "another one" I said in my djkalid voice "she laughed and rolled her eyes
Liyah
"Is that chips" I said as she moved it "you hit the gym" I asked "no but I did run downstairs for the chips" she said smiling throwing her trash away as she went to the pull up bar she started doing pull ups "yes get that work in" I said as she pulled through "see you got this almost there" I said as she rolled her eyes she kept her pace I smiled "all done Ill get into my legs tomorrow since we getting our tickets now I'll be in his first show in Miami I'll put a teaser out she said putting on all the time she gave me sexy as she did the Nicki roll but with more attitude she whipped her hair as as popped her legs up I saw Dave walk in as she popped up halfway as whipped he hair back and moved her hips in a reverse motion as caressed her herself the music ended you think this one Is more sensual then the pole dance "I think you should try that in the bedroom" Dave said as she jumped I covered my eyes and ears still peaking through "bitch you wasn't gonna warn me" she said as I smiled "I was recording" I said laughing "you tryna show me something" he said giving her roses and healthy snacks and a card she hugged him "I gotta call you back" she said fanning her eyes...
Kalani
"You probably think I'm crazy as hell" I said laughing wiping my eyes as he hugged me "your humble I love it you rather a card flowers and snacks then something more expensive and less thoughtful" he said kissing me "it's the little things" she said as I kissed her back you "ready for this tour I'll be back fully on the 30 of October" he said as I checked my schedule "I'll be working and cooking cleaning more cause I'm on mommy dutys" is said posing as he smiled "my youngest birthday is coming up" he said as I smiled "same he'll be 4" I said as he smiled "same I know you got 3 but you ever thought about having more kids" he asked "well I got 2 my oldest is my niece but I really want one more oh man if I could have a pregnancy with no health issues" I said pausing as he hugged me...
Benny
"So I think you should drop all these kisses" Trey said as she sat in the studio as she layerd her verses to you did this "take me to church yess" I said as she smiled "then I drop the album around my birthday since its not really any music coming out then I'll drop it after the two shows and I need to book a photo shoot" she said before she started layering one step away we had a long day ahead of us waiting throw this beat on real quick I got sum I wanna spit I said sending the beat I looked at the lyrics and prepared myself and went live cause I was just doing it to feel better "I wrote this letter for my dad dear dad" I said as they got quiet I rapped as I thought about the times he did be a father as I sung I felt my heart break all over again I held my chest as I continued with tears running down my face as I continued the lyrics was really my truth I ended the live as I finished I felt better as I got a call "hello lani" I heard my mom say she sounded defeated "momma" I said as my cousin yelled "hey auntie skyyy" he said as I gave him that look "hey baby" she said sounding sicker then usual "you okay momma" I said as she cried "I'm in the hospital they saying Im not gonna make it this time" she struggled to say as I felt my whole world crash I collapsed my momma the last parent I had we on her last days "lani" I felt everyone in my face all I "we gotta go to the hospital now" I said getting my bag...
Kalani
"You go see her first I can't" I said to Benny and trey as the tears kept running I couldn't believe "they said she was laced" dj earl said "don't forget what I told you" he said wiping my tears as I walked in she looked so week and different I stayed strong and hugged her as she apologized repeatedly I held her as she rubbed my back I got so angry I just couldn't even talk I just held her I let go and sat in the chair with her as the doctor the delivered my twins walked in he gave me a paper saying I could stay overnight I hugged him and hugged everyone goodbye "let me know when y'all get there its a tool on safety in the kitchen drawer the Ubers up the block " I said giving Benny my house keys and some money I texted Dave and he called me "you need anything else" he asked showing me the bags "mhm" I groaned shaking my head "I'm coming now keep your head up" he said as I wiped my tears...
Rayna
I walked in and saw Lani if looks could kill "look at me" Dave said as he whispered to her he wiped her tears kissed her and left she went on her phone as pops came in and for the second time ever I saw him crying he leaned over hugged her as Jerome came in with the kids and Daniella with my son they kids were so happy to see each other but saddened as they saw sky "grandma what's wrong" they said as we all surrounded her "I'm just tired yall should go home get some rest I'm okay" she said as I looked at lani she was to angry to give me answers and so was my dad "yall heard her" Lani said looking at me....
The next morning
Sky
"What you writing mama" she asked finishing my hair as I gave her a song instead of telling her I was writing my will I dedicated never would have made it to her "you know I love you so much" I said hugging her as I laid on her shoulder I put on xo by Beyoncé as I wrote my will "mama remember when you thought you was having a heart attack so you planned out what your funeral would look like you wanted a pink and gold casket to be buried next to grandma and grandpa by her old house you wanted a dance to be done to be driven around New York with pink confetti falling down you wanted me to give you a speech and say your favorite jokes and jabs down the block you said if one of us made you famous I'm gonna make it happen mama well go all around New York the worlds gonna know your name" she said as i smiled I could tell she was trying hard not to cry "it's okay baby you forgave me I'm at peace with dying" I said as she cried "I love you so much mommy I sorry" she said as I wrote every detail she said as we talked it felt like old times she did my hair and makeup I told her to sing all the songs she had....
A week later
I couldn't leave her I was so scared I got roses from Dave every day since I was here "she's fighting for something she's been holding on if she falls into a coma we have to pull the pull she has a dnr" they said as she played I was here i cried cause I knew what I had to do she was ready I walked up to her and looked her in the eyes "mama I forgive you I'm not angry with you I promise just please forgive me for everything I said I love you" I said as her body relaxed I felt like shit as pops rubbed my shoulder we sat with her...
Sky
We talked everything out she took care of me more then I took care of her when she was a baby I felt my time coming  as we sung into orbit together I was at peace knowing she ment it "hold my hand" baby I said as they both did "close your eyes rest I'm sorry for everything I love you so much more then life itself I said closing my eyes quit them tears" I said as I felt at peace as I prayed for forgiveness I felt the lord open his arms and hold me I heard Lani crying as I heard my heartbeat stop I heard familiar voices and I knew I was home as I heard Lani screaming with my last bit of strength I squeezed her hand "I love y'all " I said with my last breath as I heard lani screaming ...
Kalani
I couldn't even stand up straight Liyah and trey held my hands Dave carried me out the hospital as i cried out it was sadder being on good terms with her I jumped and screamed out I couldn't control myself as I dropped my hands In defeat "she's not coming back" I said as he held me up tried to stand up I couldn't see straight as Rayna walked passed I lunged at her " you helped my mama kill herself" I screamed as they pulled me away "I hate you I hate you I hate you" I said jumping angry I couldn't get to her as the car pulled up the doctor gave Liyah everything she came with her blankets her purses and her phone got in the car and put my head down...
3 days later
The night before the funeral
Kalani
The before the funeral I put the finishing touches on my mothers hair I couldn't touch her funeral plan so whatever happened happened "you stronger then you know" the pastor said patting my back as Pops rubbed her hand i cried my heart out sitting in the front with myself my cousins Dave and Liyah hugged me my cousin looked at my mama "yess you did your shit" They said smiling "thank youu" I said taking my last few videos with her...
The morning of
Liyah
"Come on baby you can't cry today we gotta celebrate her right she would pop you for crying" I said as Dave came in with a Mua a nail tech a hairstylist and  a card she reached her arms out and we hugged her hugged "I'm sorry for your loss" they said as started her glam up I brung her dress she was wearing the colors was gold and pink the blogs dragged Rayna cause they found out she got the money from her I knew I had to keep a eye on Lani cause if my mama passed I would pass right with her "look at my beautiful girl" rico said hugging lani looking just like lani defeated "hey pops" she said as he hugged her and gave her pink roses "the tears" I said "tear proof" the mua said hugging us we all hugged prayed and got ready to go..
Kalani
"Cousinnnnn" Benny and trey said lowly hugging me tight "Lanii" Jayln and Jeremiah said hugging me We all put our shades on and "walked in as I walked in never would have made it started playing as pictures of us popped up on the big screen i smiled as I saw the whole neighborhood was here gasping and pointing at me as I stayed strong I wiped my tears as I sat in front of my mother's lifeless body I felt so sad i cried as earl held my hand pops helped me i cried over her lifeless body feeling like shit for everything I said I couldn't believe she wasn't telling me about myself for crying all over her hand picked funeral dress as pops broke down Dave grabbed me and earl held pops "you gotta give this speech you got this" he said wiping my tears he helped me up the church stage "good morning everybody" I said as they responded "I took my glasses off and looked everybody in they eyes "it's a few of y'all my momma didn't like" I said as everyone laughed "oh man this was fast I was so in denial I didn't even write a speech but this is from my heart "you always talked about your parenting but you were my mom the first female role model I had you walked around with your head high even when you had nothing but some gum and a dollar I see you already got you some fame people outside waiting to see you and to walk for you" I said as everyone agreed "she sure did" somebody said "y'all think I'm crazy no my mama was the original gangster she did not play at all if she was here she'd probably say stop letting everything get to you it's not that serious" I said mocking her as they laughed I started to cry take your time baby one of the older woman said "mama you was such a fighter she fought for a week to stay alive until I told her I forgave her and mean it the first time she knew I was bluffing just wanted her to get better like alright ma you got it for now she got me soon as we bonded I said as forgave her she said her last words and took her last breath and squeezed my hand when I started screaming like girl if you don't stop" I said laughing as the tears ran down my face my kids came up these "where's baby Rah" I said as Rayna sent him up "these are all of her grandchildren" and they wrote letters too I said crying while reading them "grandma what about the park you pinky promised I hope you wake up I'll be in your bed waiting for you to come back baby Rah I said as the my girls knew she wasn't coming back they cried and I held them as Jerome got nia and Jabari I held kiara as Benny played the tune my mom kept humming "you remember the song she gave you" they said as in looked I wasn't even prepared "this Is a letter from my mother in a song I sung
"When I had you  life was different baby broken promised and different lies working all these nights to keep on lights now it's over I don't  don't gotta fight I'm so proud of you and how true you stayed I'm so sorry for the things I did and said the all the hurt cause you every night baby girl you don't have to fight don't be angry baby make a change I loved to see you every single day" I stopped feeling the tears flowing "come on baby you got this" ma d said "I don't I can't I said crying as I closed the paper "I can't" I said shaking my head Rico came up as he spoke on how she she was good and bad it was funny until me and pops had to close the casket I kissed her cheek and put a picture of us together in her casket he kissed her "I love you" we both said at the same time he put hand on my shoulder and Benny rubbed my back as I couldn't i cried and closed it I hugged her casket we picked out together i ugly cried as they help me out I couldn't believe it was really over...

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