DipperXPacifica: Start of Something Special

Chapter 11

(Pacifica's POV)
I woke up in the morning with my hair in my mouth and my face on the floor. For a second I forget where I am. I panicked for a minute then I hear Mabel snore then I get shocked back to reality. I laid on the floor and stared at the ceiling as I go through the facts I learned yesterday. 1 my parents hate me 2 they basically called me a dog 3 Candy is a total jerk. Why would she glare at me the way she did. I know I probably was a jerk to her too back then... but this seems more personal, as if she saw me as a home wrecker . I face palmed as I realize it. She probably DID see me as a home wrecker. She has a crush on Dipper...wow......when my life couldn't get anymore dramatic I have to be a part of a love triangle. I close my eyes and sigh. Oh well, life isn't totally sucky right now. I smile as I recap yesterday when Dipper and I just stood in the rain and held hands, it felt like a scene in a movie. I sighed out loud then blushed,thankful everyone was asleep and didn't hear it. I tried to fall back asleep, and failed. I decided that I needed some fresh air. I opened the door and headed outside. I sat down on a tree stump and put my face in my hands. I didn't feel like crying, even though this would be the perfect time to because I would be able to wipe the damage that was done to my face before anyone sees and no one needs to know I was bawling. I felt a hand on my shoulder I looked up and smiled slightly. It was Dipper. Are you okay? He asked. I shook my head and said I'm not okay... It will probably be a while before okay, but I'm nor crying. He put his arm around my shoulder and gave me a reassuring squeeze. Dipper? I asked. Yeah he said concern etched on his face. Do you think I should be crying now, because of all the crappy stuff that happened today...am I weird for not-
For not letting your parents dictate what you feel like they have been doing your whole life. For not giving in and crying like they are betting you will. He finished my sentence for me. I don't respond, all I do is stare at my feet as I try to comprehend this. Look Pacifica, you not crying because of this terrible situation your in doesn't make you weak, or weird, or abnormal. It makes you strong that your not giving in. Your strong-willed, don't let your will bend for anyone. I smile and wrap my arms around him and hug him. I'm not paying you to forget this ever happened you know I whispered in his ear. He doesn't say anything else to make me feel better, but I feel safer then I have ever been in NorthWest Mansion just sitting here with him.
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