What if I had found love sooner... (A togaraka story)

The last pause before the storm

Girls wake up it's already 11 am!

~Toga Himiko~:

I wake up hearing Uraraka's mom telling us to wake up. Me and Uraraka-san had been talking about all night. She's the kindest person I have ever met, her family is amazing too... I'm not jealous of Uraraka-san herself, well maybe a bit. But i'm just jealous of how easy she can live life... 

For the first time in my life, I don't really want to become someone... With Uraraka-san I want to stay with her for the rest of my life. She's the one thing that holds me back from drinking everyone's blood and becoming them at this point. I've known her for 4 days but she already means so much to me.

I'm terrified at the same time, I haven't told her specific details about myself. Like exactly what my quirk is... She knows that it has to do with blood but she doesn't know exactly what it is. Uraraka-san also doesn't know how I stabbed my crush Saito and drank his blood, that's the reason I'm here in the first place... 

If she finds out...

'Toga-san?'

She will hate me...

'Uhm hello? Toga-san?'

She will think I'm a demon...

'Toga-san?' *Pokes toga*

'H-huh!?' I say startled at the sudden poke.

Uraraka laughs slightly. 'Sorry you weren't answering so I wanted to get your attention.'

'It's alright.' I say laughing awkwardly. 'Anyways my mom was calling us to get up so let's go Toga-san.' 'Sure let's go!' I say following Uraraka outside of her room. We go into the kitchen and eat breakfast. 'So do you want to tell the police your situation today?' 'It's alright if you don't want to.' She says caringly. 'I think I can do it with you by my side...' I respond blushing and turning away from her. 

We get ready and dress in the pastel clothes we had purchased yesterday, and do each others hair and makeup with our individual tastes turning into one product. 

'Alright let's g-' Uraraka says starting to walk away. I grab her hand before she can walk away. 'Ochako-chan...' She looks at me surprised and worried. 'what is it what's wrong?' She says as she sits down next to me. I look at her still holding her hand. 'Ochako-chan I haven't been fully truthful with you.' 'What do you mean?' She looks at me confused. 

'I never told you the full reason why I'm here because I didn't know if I could trust you... But now I realize that I can. Ochako-chan I told you that my quirk has to do with blood, but what it's called... Transform. When I drink someone's blood I can transform into them and have they're voice and appearance. It makes me crave blood, but I can't help it. Everyone thinks I'm a demon and villainous. A small tear reaches my eye, except for you Ochako-chan. You make me feel like I really belong in this world. Your sympathy is out of this world.' I say smiling as the tear roles down my face. 

Ochako grips my hand tighter. 'Himiko-chan... I... Thank you for trusting me enough to tell me this I truly appreciate it. But your existence doesn't need to be seen as villainous, you can change everyone's view and become an amazing hero. I will help you and be by your side if you want me to of course. that I can promise.'

'You really think so Ochako chan?' I say with a even brighter smile forming on my face. 'I don't think so I know so.' She says with her eyes shining brightly. 'But Ochako-chan I... I hurt someone, even worse it was someone I loved.' She looks at me for a second before she responds.' Did you kill them?' 'No I didn't...' I say looking at her slightly confused at what she means. 'Then it's alright with an amazing quirk like yours everyone would make a mistake.'

'You really think so?' I ask her slightly tilting my head. 'Yes I'm completely sure, you just had nobody who would truly help you. I don't know exactly what happened to you but I can tell that It wasn't your fault.'

'Thank you so much for this Ochako-chan...'

'No problem Himiko-chan...' She says before she hugs me.

'Now let's go to the police alright?' 'Alright let's go.' I say before we walk out holding hands and start walking to the police station.