I'm okay

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"I'm doing okay"...
Do I mean it?
It feels like I have been suffering from the past lives
And I've sunk deep in it.
I live in my thoughts
Wonder if I'll ever make it out.
When was the last time I was smiling?
Will things be fine if I keep trying?

Day and night feel the same
My head is full of some things I wanna say,
Like,
I'm not doing okay
I wanna shout it out to the world
But I'm scared that eventually, I'll end up broken and curled.
I don't wanna look scared,
So I pretend to know what I am doing,
Pretend like it's all normal.
"I'm doing okay", I say.
Cause, You'll change the topic anyway.

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