I Hate You Too

The Cast List

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The rest of the class I couldn't stop staring at him out of the corner of my eye. He looked so... punchable. Yeah, that. The sun made his eyes glisten in a way that made is dull blue eyes even more annoying. I don't know how to explain this bubbling feeling in my stomach. Not a good bubble though. Like, boiling hot water bubbling. It was deep in my stomach, making hot steam fly up and out, going through my throat, making it hard to keep my cool. I was sweating, it was suddenly hotter in the room. My skin was turning red from the heat. I am never going to be able to focus in this class again.

Guess what, he was in my next class too. How did I never see him! Him and his annoying voice. The way it's always so cheery, and loud, and obnoxious. The way he laughs, it's so annoyingly loud and in your face. I hate the way he always sounds so happy, it's annoying. I roll my eyes and start to try and pay attention, but it's so hard when he's staring out the window, looking so buddy-buddy with the sun or some shit. I barley learn anything in both my classes. 

Thank god he's not in my next class. I can't imagine how little learning I would get done in the school year if he was in all my classes. Lunch was the same as normal, talking to Niki while eating a shit lunch, although a slight difference. I was staring at that boy again. It wasn't my fault! He's just so loud, I couldn't help but eavesdrop a little.

I got an email in 5th period. The cast list is going to come out tomorrow. Time to put down that bitch like a dog. I snicker to myself. Envisioning wiping the smug look off his face was hilarious.

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Walking into school with the only thing fueling me was watching that boy cry as I laugh at him. Well, maybe not cry, but you know what I mean. Father didn't question about the other day, I guess he knew I didn't want to talk about it. I'm so glad he didn't pry. I know it's not good sometimes, but other times, you need your distance. 

As the winter sun barley warmed me, I walked to school, Niki next to me, babbling on about whatever. I piped in here and there, but nothing too out of the usual though. 

"Oh Niki guess what?" I ask deviously smiling, thinking beating that guy.

"What?" She replies, kicking a rock out of her way. 

"The cast list is coming out today!" I say so sure I'll get the main role. I can't doubt my self now, I got this! I will be Kit this year!

"Oh. My. God. I'm so excited to see! I know you'll get the main role, of... Kat?" She asks looking up to the sky as she mixes up the name. 

"Kit." I assure her smiling.

"Kit." She says back, hoping through the door to the school, smiling all the way through. People are gathered around a poster on the wall and I get the feeling that's where the list is.

Every step I took closer, with my head above everyone else. Closer and closer, My heartbeat thumping to the beat of my shoes, hitting the floor. My heart was in my throat, despite the fact I was sure I would get the role, I was still scared. And it didn't help that I was feeling the same steamy feeling as before in first period. The hot steam rose past my throat, passing around the butterflies in my stomach. I felt the same sweaty-palm feeling as I felt yesterday. The feeling I felt only yesterday. That boy. He was close.

Kit-----------------Ranboo Beloved (main lead)
Christian---------Tubbo Underscore (lead)
Valerie-----------Samantha Jones (lead)
River------------Hannah Beck (side character)
Mom-------------Everest P. Dean (side character)
Dad----------------Jett Rogers (side character)
Mrs. Jaklyn-----Jamie Francis (side character)
Teacher #1-------Annabelle Hymm (side character)
Teacher #2---------Rick Watts (side character)
Bella-------------------Molly Stein (side character)
Wayne----------------Jack Lee (side character)
Becca------------------Ruby F. Turner (side character)
Jane--------------------Marion Angle (side character)

                                                                   ---Turn page for more->>

I finally saw what was on the sheet of paper, I was ecstatic. I didn't bother to turn the page, I don't care for the rest at the moment. All I care about is beating that boy. 

Niki was smiling wide, almost as wider than me. I was happy. Not only did I beat that cocky boy, I might be able get back at Emma and Caleb. I turned around to hug Niki and I saw him. He was leaning against a pole wearing an outfit [in a way Ranboo wouldn't let himself think it looked really hot] that was really Mitch matched, blue and yellow socks that didn't match in height. A short sleeved hoodie that was gray, with a baby blue oversized long sleeved shirt poking through under the hoodie, and ripped light blue jeans, strings hanging out, knees showing, the right one having a smiley face patterned band aid. [It was a good look on him, it really matched his style, and it reminded him of the moon and the sun. He looked really cute. A small part of him agreed in unison. This part of his mind was locked away, his true feelings.]

"Hey Ran, I gotta go, I told Mrs. T wants me to help her grading." She smiled. 

"Okay bye Niki!" I smiled hugging her with one arm.  She hugged me with both of hers, despite the fact she had some papers in her right hand. 

"Bye" She smiled back, walking down the hall, people gathering at their lockers, even though we had 10 minutes to spare. I took these ten minutes and used them to talk to that boy. His crossed arms gave off the 'don't talk to me' aura, and I took it as a win, he definitely saw the list.

"So who did you get, I take it... not Kit?" I smile, looking down at them.

"Shut up, tree," He said pouting slightly, looking up at my face, observing my unmasked features. I don't know why, but the way he looked into my eyes was kinda mesmerizing. Wait what? No. Mesmerizing in a bad way, I meant bad, or terrible, errr- uh you know what I mean!

"Who did you get shortie?" I ask snickering at the thought of him being a hoagie.

"Don't laugh at me." He said and I kind of felt bad for him, what if he thinks I'm a jerk.

"Who?" I ask, avoiding the part where I sounded like a complete asshole.

"Christian." He said looking away from me guiltily. So he's Tubbo? That really matches him, It's such a cute name, I love- No. Stop. This isn't you. You aren't gay.

...

Wait.

This is a romance musical. Kit is a love interest. The other love interest is-

If I had a drink I would've spit it out right then and there. 

"FUCK." I exclaimed. At this he rolled his eyes, though still not looking directly at me. 

"Took you long enough." He scoffed and walked off to his locker, leaving me shocked and behind. The hot steamy feeling was gone and I had one mission today. 

I don't care how proud dad is. Or how sad he'll be when I'm done with my goal.

I can't be Kit anymore. I have to change the roles.

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helooooooooooooooooo! this chapter is over the span of two days, and also took me two days to write. I normally cram it all into one day, but since I changed my update schedule, chapters will probably be longer and better, no promises tho.

edit: i really like the end of this chapter, tell me if you like it too