Heart wants what it wants

HALSEY

I still remember the first time I was heartbroken it was when our family dog lacy had died when I was 9 after that I didnt let myself get emotionally attached to anyone but I slipped once, it was my first crush as teenage , there he was all tall , mysterious and cold and stupid me thought that I was the main character and i couldnt have been more wrong. I was with Sof and Anton when I was called by the school journalism club they told they had something very important to talk to me about , and I knew then and there it was about the SM entertainment article. So that day I had to cancel my plans of after school with Sof and Anton .

" So Halsey , I dont want to beat around the bush but we have gotten a petition signed by 250 students to remove you from your editors title " and with that tears rolled down my cheeks because i was just stripped off of my tittle for which I had worked so hard just because I wrote truth.

I asked to see the petition and i made mental to haunt every 250 one of them but my determination faded away as soon as I saw the first name.

PARK WONBIN 

I didnt want to burst out crying in front of the club members so i ran out to find more intimate place to cry peacefully. Teenage obsession you see, it dosnt really see what is inside that person but can be completely driven by mere looks. Its not that i wanted him to like me back , i just didnt wanted him to hate me and I some how managed to do that too. 

I was sobbing my hearts out in auditorium and when I heard the doors opening and saw tall silhouette at the entrance I didnt what to do or where else to go so i sat there both eagerly and nervously to see who it was and then i saw a familiar face, it was  

SEUNGHAN

I had mixed emotions when I saw him...I was happy that I knew this person and also little sad that I knew this person. I tried to contain myself from not crying but as soon as he asked " are you okay ? " I couldnt anymore...

He sat beside me and and didnt ask me any questions and just allowed me to cry on his shoulder. After an hour of crying, when my tear glads were finally empty he looked at me  and asked " Ice cream?" this made me crack a small laugh.

so from there we went to the nearest Baskin robins and argued our whole way about mint chocolate ice cream , that day I finally realized you can have both argument and fun at the same time. next stop was dominos there I told him that I was vegetarian and told how bland I find vegetarian food to be for that he told me I should be glad that food is more bland than spicy and continued that sentence by sulking about all the spicy food he cant eat. Seeing his cute pouted lips I couldnt hold back my laugh. After we completed our pizza we walked to a empty children's park and saw there was only one functional swing and we glanced at eachother and started running towards the swing  , though he reached first i sat on it first so he decided to swing me as fast as he can to make me get down of the swing but that just left me enjoying it more and more as speed of swing increased so did my sound of laugh .

after the swing saga , we both were breathless so we laid down on grass and saw sky filled with stars and that was when i confessed to him about my crush on Wonbin and how heart broken i felt seeing that petition.

" Halie, you cant give up ... he will keep troubling you if you show him that it is affecting you, only way now Wonbin hyung will stopping hurting you is when he sees your not weak and stronger than he thought." he said which made complete sense for me so that night I promised him that I would be strong.  

Speaking of devil , There he is on stage facing auditorium filled with students and taking oath to be loyal to this school and any minute now he will start calling out the students that he has decided to be in student council this year. Knowing him I can tell you he would have selected some jerks like him. as soon as he accepted his president batch from principal all the students started shouting "SPEECH !SPEECH!SPEECH!" this so stupid , you see the elected president has to give speech whether the crowd shouts speech speech or not!

" A very good morning everyone and welcome to new new academic year! blah blah blah ."he starts the speech I decide to tone his speech out to keep my sanity. 

"blah blah blah blah...so lets call out council of members..blah blah blah vice president Halsey Roy " wait what did i just hear my name ? i turn to see sofs reaction to see if i have heard it right but all i can see is her both hands covering her mouth then i realize full auditorium had become quite and then i got my needed confirmation when principal mam took mic from Wonbin and announce " Halsey Roy please come to stage and receive your vice president batch "