Heart wants what it wants

WONBIN

"See , Hal and Seunghan should not know about us Woo", I said 

"Why are you soo keen on keeping us a secret Woo" Wonyoung asked

"Because I love her and I dont want to hurt her", I said before i was hit by the pillow

" You dont love her , you just dont want feel guilty again by hurting her " wonyoung said

"Yes you might be right , I know I dont love her but she does and I dont want to hurt her again", I said stroking her hair

"Please she doesnt love you , she doesnt even care to see where her boyfriend is Saturday night "she said

"what do you mean by she doesnt love me , everyone loves me" I complained

"Ohh right , everyone loves you even the students you bullied yeah", she scoffed 

"Really ! I am like Regina George even my slap is celebrated so i am sure you will celebrate the tickle monster ", And I  pulled her to make her laugh and in the process I made up a mental note ask Hal tomorrow if she loves me.

Monday in school

"So your telling me you dont love me ", I asked Hal  in pure disbelief 

"I am not telling I am not in love with you , I am just telling we are not there yet", she said while she keeping her books in her locker 

I closed the the locker door shut in front for her face so that I could see her face when she answers the next question , "Then where are we Hal ?, tell me ", I asked her

"I dont know Won , you tell me ?", she asked 

"I think we are near our breakup", I said 

"What ? few minutes before you were saying we are in love and now you wanna break up with me , what is going on Won?", she asked 

"See I wanna be honest with you Hal, I am not feeling the sparks I had for you in the beginning so its better we breakup before our relationship fizzles out and we have a bad breakup" , I said

"okay, thank you so much to be honest with me Won , if both the parties are not completely present in the relationship then it is not called a relationship" she said with a blank expression and she smiled at the end.

"So she was right , you never loved me , It was only me in this relationship so only the ship sank", I said while my voice was filled with disappointed 

"Who is she ?, are you cheating on me ?"she asked I and couldnt control myself and I yelled at her 

"Yes , yes I cheated on you but why do you even care about this , you never even liked me !" but her reaction was so typical

"Seriously thats what you think of me , i had the longest crush on you , I liked you when you hated me and this what I get in return a accusation that I never liked you ", with that she starts tearing up again and she runs away