Cry

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~Katniss~

When I wake up I see its 9:40 in the morning so I decide to lay in bed for an extra 20 minutes.
"Mwammy?"
"Yes sweetie?" I ask sophia who's walking towards my side of the bed wearing one of Prim's dresses from when she was little.
"Did they hurt you?"

"Who hurt me? And why sophia....is someone hurting you?!" I ask shooting up from the bed.
"Yes.........I don't know why mwammy.....they say I've been a bad girl" Sophia says now in tears and all I can do I try to calm my little girl down.
"What happended?" Peeta asks sitting up in bed

"Someone's been.....hurting Sophia" I say now crying while rocking my little girl. When I turn around I see Peeta with a shocked face on and I can feel that he's getting tense.
"Peeta what are you doing?" I Ask getting out of bed and walking towards him.
"I'm gonna go teach them a lesson" he says and I manage to get a grip on his wrist.

"Don't....it'll make everything worse!" I yell
"Katniss....let go..." Peeta says
"No...your going to do something you'll regret" I say
"There hurting MY daughter.....no OUR daughter!" Peeta raises his voice then manages to yank his wrist out of my grip.

"Fine! You don't even know who it is! And here you go about to throw your fist at someone!" I say
"Katniss.....stop that's no-"
"Save it Peeta! I know your trying to help your daughter but guess what that's not helping...that's hurting because if our daughter witness you do that.....she'll be broken beyond repair Nd she won't be able to look you in the eye....with out being scared!" I say storming out of the room and into a guest bedroom.

"Katniss?" I hear and it sounds like Annie
"Come in" I say wiping my tears away and laying sophia in the bed.
"Sweetie...what's wrong?"
"Annie....I can't hand.e it anymore...it hurts to know that I'm thinking this but.....it's just so God damn hard!" I say now putting my head in my hands.

"Katniss what are you thinking?" Annie asks rubbing my back
"I....I-.....God k can't even find the right words!" I say a ing around the room.
"Kat...just say it! It's ok to be afraid...or scared" Annie says putting her hand on my shoulder and turning me around to face her.
"I-....I think i want to divorce Peeta." I say with out looking into her eyes but when I do I see her face is full of shock and when I look next to her I see Finnick.

||after lunch||
I shuffle around the music room trying to get those bad thoughts out of my mind......me divorcing Peeta? That's like the hardest thing to do.
"Kat we need to talk about earlier" Finnick says
"Finnick...there's nothing to talk about" I say facing the piano

"Yes there is...and you know it Katniss so stop denying it!" He says
"Finnick....do you know how hard it is to try to stop your child from thinking your fathers a monster? Telling her why k have horrendous nightmares of me and Peeta being tortured?! Well let me tell you this......it's Fucking hard! I try not to crack open burst out into tears for hiding things..for felling things....everything possible! And guess what? It's even harder trying to get my mind on the correct path of my life when I know my daughters getting abused by someone..my husband was hijacked....he almost knocked someone out for to touching sophia....it's all so over whelming....how else am I supposed to think? 'Oh just brush it under the rug it'll go away in no time'? No! Because i can't do that, others can but I can't deal with it! And i can't believe you can!"
I say running down the hall to Sophia's room in Peeta's parents house to pack her stuff.

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