He hurt me but our love is for infinity

Birthday

~Katniss~

Once we got back home with the cake and decorations we started setting up the party while sophia left with my grandparents.
"Babe..do you ever want to have more children?" Peeta asks me
"Um yah I would.....maybe sometime we'll have a complete family"
"Yah....I hope so" Peeta says.

Once we are done decorating I go upstairs with sophia and Peeta and start to shower sophia while Peeta gets her clothes out.
Once we all are dressed nicely we go down stairs where we see every single person we love.

After a while I start to feel a bit sick.
"Babe I don't feel well so I'm just going to be outside for a moment" I say to Peeta.
"Oh um do you want soup,tea,medicine?"
"Um no I think I just need fresh air"
"Oh ok love you"
Then I walk outside to be met with my old friends Robyn,Tesla,Katie,and Stacy.

"Hey b*t*h" Tesla says
"Hi"
"What are you doing here?" Stacy asks
"Well I came to visit my grandparents with my husband and daughter"
"Oh so you hit it off with Gale finally?" Robyn asks
"Um no my husband is Peeta Mellark"
"Oh.....well how many try's did it take?" Katie asks
"Um well only two...why?"
"Just to see if you really are a w*o*e
"Well I'm not so go leave,now"

"Ok don't need to get fisty"Tesla says
"Wait can we come and celebrate?" Katie asks
"Um yah ok let's go"

Then we he'd off inside. Once we head inside I see the look on everyone's faces, shock,horror,anger, and especially Peeta, confused.

~Peeta~

Once I see Katniss walk in I'm happy,till I see who walks behind her Tesla,Robyn,Katie and Stacy. It's not like I'm against them just mainly Tesla for trying to kill Katniss when we were 10,13,16 and that's all. But I break out of my thoughts once I hear
"Dwady" from sophia, I just smile.
"Yes baby?" "Wo wat?" "Huh sweetie what did you say?" Katniss asks

"Wo wat? Mwamy"
"Oh my.....my um......."
"Friends" Katie says
"Well I'm not her friend for stealing Peeta from me" I hear Tesla mumble.
"What?" Robyn asks
"Nothing" Tesla says then goes into the living room.

"Babe your grandmother made tea for you she's in the kitchen" I tell Katniss and she nods and heads out.

~Finnick~

Once everyone enters the living room excluding Katniss everyone one is just talking,like nothing happened till I say somthing.
"So...Tesla why are you here?"
"Well I came by to drop off some brownies like I do every summer"
"Oh and then did you bump into Katniss?" This time Annie asks
"Yes actually and we just started talking" she says while smirking
"And what exactly did she say to you?" I ask
"Well I don't want to say..."she says looking sorry

"Just tell us" I say getting irratated
"Ok well..Katniss said she wished she never married Peeta and that she wishes she never made sophia" she says looking even more sorry than before.

"That's impossible" Peeta mumbles the. He curses under his breath
"I'm sorry..I shouldn't have said anything"
And what's funny is Robyn,Stella and Katie are not in the living room so I can't ask.
"Well I'm going to go ask Katniss myself" I say
"No please I just want to be friends with he-" then I just cut her off and run to the kitchen and listen to Katniss and her grandmothers conversation.

"Sweetie are you feeling any better?" Her grandmother asks
"Um....we'll...I don't know should I go take it?"
"Well sweetie have you done it yet?"
"No...wait um yah...I think it was? Last week"
"Oh so um if you did it last week you should definitely take it"
What in earth are they talking about?

"Grandma...but if I am....how am I suppose to say it?"
"Sweetie he'll understand just look at him he's happy"
"Yah you're right I'll go talk to him right now"
"Ok go get him tiger"
"Hahaha ok grandma love you"
"Love you to sweetie"

And right when Katniss comes out I yank her into a room.

~Katniss~

Once I get out of the kitchen feeling a bit more confident I get yanked into a room by Finnick.
"What the he'll are you doing?!" I ask angrily
"I need to ask you something" he says sounding serious
"Oh ok? What is it?"
"Ok well did you tell Tesla that you wish you never married Peeta and never had Soph?" He asks
"WHAT THE HELL FINNICK?!" I say getting even more mad
"It was just a question!" He yells

"If you believe Tesla go over there and hang out with her" I say on the verge if tears
"No" he says bluntly
"No what?" I say shedding some tears
"No I'm not going over there till you tell me the truth" he says
"There is nothing to tell" I say
"So it is true isn't it?"
"No"i mumble
"What?"
"No" I say a bit louder
"Huh?" Fin asks

"OH MY FLIPPING GOD NO OK NO...NONE OF ITS TRUE I LOVE PEETA SO MUCH...THAT....that..."
"That what?"
"That I'd kill myself if he ever leaves with Soph,and finds somebody else" I say now crying.
"Oh..I'm sorry Katniss ok"
"Yah....it's ok I over reacted towards you and that's not good"
"No Kat I completely understand,do you want to be left alone?"
"Um yes please" the he walks out while I'm crying in the corner trying to put things together.

~Peeta~

I feel like crying. What if it's true? What if Katniss never loved me and wished Sophia was never born? So many thoughts travel my head till Tesla just rubs my thigh. I just stare at her and she stares back smiling slightly. What if Tesla loves me, and Katniss doesn't? Do I just marry Tesla and live life with her or stay with Katniss while she's miserable her entire life. So many freakin thoughts that j don't know the answers to.

"Hey um peet?" Finnick says
"It's true isn't it" I say almost crying but can't because I need to saty strong for sophia. Finnick doesn't answer.
"Hey Peeta it's ok if she doesn't love you,I'll love you a,ways and forever,and I'll even take care if sophia with you and we can become a family"Tes,a says smiling
"No" Finnick says
"Huh"
"No,never" Finnick says a bit louder

"Dude where are you leading us to?" I ask
"I said no,never" he says sharply
"What does that mean honey?" Annie asks
"Hey Peeta can I hold Sophia?" Katie asks
"Um yah ok" I hand her Soph and Tesla just gives her a glare
"It's not true none of it is true" Finnick says shedding a few tears
"Of course it's all true I heard with my ears" Tesla says sharply
"No it's not true" fin says

"And how do you know it's not?" Tesla asks with a grin
"Cuz Katniss told me everything and she told me things that break my heart into a thousand pieces and can never be repaired"
"What did she say?" Her grandmother beats me to it
"She...she....oh god...she said she's afraid"
"Afraid of what?" Her grandmother asks scared
"She's scared of Peeta leaving with the baby and finding someone else better than her"

"What does she mean by better?" I ask
"By better I mean in beauty,confidence,strength,love...basically everything"
"But what she said is all true" Tesla says
"Oh god go f*c* yourself" gale says getting madder every second
"Oh I will,but with Peeta first" she sys smirking
And my head shoots up and I see Katniss starting to cry even more and run down the hall yo our room so I chase her.