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[[ L O U I S]]
He didn't respond. Why would I think he would anyways? Like, this is so aggravating. I put myself out there and I was vulnerable and I told him I missed him. And what do I get? I get nothing. I feel a freaking idiot! I fucked up, I get it. I told him I needed space and when I realized I was wrong, he's gone.
Maybe he's moved on. But it's only been eleven days. Maybe he didn't really like me. Maybe there's another boy. A boy who's pretty, smart, sweet, and a hundred times better than me. Maybe he understands him and makes him laugh. Maybe he wears skinny jeans and talks about how awesome life is. Maybe he actually likes talking to people. Maybe he's a hundred-eighty from me.
I miss him. I miss having someone who likes talking to me. I miss someone who makes me laugh and feel better when I'm sad. Things have just been so quiet and lame since he left. He always found a way to make the days a little bit better with his stupid jokes and annoyingly-cute pickup lines. I miss texting him when I was suppose to be doing schoolwork.
But he doesn't miss me and I get it. I don't deserve a millionth chance.
I pull my phone out of my pocket and open my contacts up. I click on Babe and tap edit and delete contact.
He's gone. If he's moving on then so am I. I'm not going to wait for somebody who's never coming back.
Niall: huh
Me: the texter
Me: i deleted his number
Me: because i tried apologizing
Me: and he never responded
Me: and i feel like shit
Me: i miSS HAVING SOMEONE I LIKE
Me: I hATE YOU
Niall: you ain't no ray of sunshine bitch
Niall: besides
Niall: maybe he had explosive diarrhea
Niall: and exploded
