Angels Love

Feelings are annoying

Me and Kasimira went to go feed the ducks for awhile it took my mind off of Vincent for a little while.

Although The ducks tried chasing me because I got too close and I don't think they liked me very much, nobody does.

Kasimira mainly watched me feed the ducks while eating some snacks we brought with us from the car and the ducks tried stealing our snacks it was funny because of Kasimira's reaction.

I sat next to Kasimira watching the ducks enjoy the bread when I looked at the pictures of me and Vincent as kids then turned them over facing down and looked over at Kasimira while she was stuffing her face with snacks.

We decided to go ahead and leave so we can meet Skylar at the house.

Me and Kasimira walk inside the house and the house completely trashed and broken.

Me and Kasimira took turns picking up the broken glass, window frames, etc.

I wondered who would do that and why I mean I thought our door was locked.

I guess not.

"Unless they wanted in so badly that they-" before I finished my sentence in my head I looked at the doors and how they weren't forced open so nobody entered through the door.

I looked at Kasimira, "I think I might know who could've done this." I ran off without telling Kasimira as she followed behind me.

I still think about Vincent, A little to much.

I just wish he was standing next to me watching me grow.

Kasimira tries so hard to be there for me but I just know she's just as broken as I am.

As for maverick I don't know what he feels or if he does or doesn't but that's beside the point.

He's an Angel right? He can bring a person back from the dead? If Vincent is dead.

Everything inside of me is telling me that he's alive but I just don't see it.

"But why couldn't it have been me that died?" I said in my head desperately.

Kasimira was calling the 911 emergency line to complain about the issue but they couldn't do anything and said to try calling the police line.

Kasimira angrily hung up.

She could feel the anger on the tip of her tongue like flames building up once you add lighter fluid.

I wanted to be angry but I was too sad missing Vincent to care anymore everything that just happened has been removed from my head.

All I think about is
"Vincent..Vincent..Vincent..."

Sometimes I just wish I could rip out my emotions and throw them in a lake to drown with my memories as they go down in flames.

That's how bad my life has been.

Kasimira threw the phone and screamed in frustration.

I flinched then hovered over Kasimira worriedly.

Zayden came in as Maverick followed behind him when Zayden snatched the phone from Kasimira and tried calling again but it was broken and nearly snapped but took a deep breath and looked at Maverick, "Well what now? We don't have a phone to call someone." Maverick replied, "I can sense your upset, There's probably a pay phone nearby." Zayden gave maverick an annoyed expression on his face as he stormed out.

Maverick looked at Kasimira in concern, "you guys going to be okay?" Kasimira replied, "yes, but what about you? With your brother being here and all?" Maverick added, "I'll manage, he's my brother nothing I can't handle." He cleared his throat and walked out.

I watched as Maverick walked out following Zayden's trail.