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First valentine 💓🌟- minsung (high school au)

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Authors note:
This took way to long for me to finish so sorry abt that, I've been in the worse writer's block ever 😔 but anhways keep in mind that this is going to be very very clichê. And that's cause I love clichês, I think they r so cute and adorable.
Enjoy 🫶
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Jisung pov:
I've never had a boyfriend. I've never dated anyone. I've never liked anyone... That's not true, but- I've never like anyone enough to do anything about it. I've never kissed, held hands, or hugged someone romantically because my life is just like that.

And as much as it may seem terrible and sad and lonely, it kind of is. But I'm trying to be more positive. At least I have loads of time to do things by myself. Like recently I found out I enjoy helping out at the library near my house. I sort the books, I put them in the right shelf's and I even get some money. That's where I've been spending most of my time lately.

The librarian really likes me and I think it's because I'm quiet, she complains a lot about old workers who rambled on about all sorts of things. I don't understand how people can do it, I prefer to just listen instead.

I barely have any friends, I just have Felix. He's the best. I've been friends with him since kindergarten and he's the only one who knows I'm gay, well, at least the only person I've told. But lately he's been pretty distance, he just hangs out with his older friends now. I guess it's because he lost interest in me, I can be pretty boring sometimes.

Everyday seems to be the same. I wake up, go to school, do school for a couple hours, eat lunch by myself, finish school then go to the library and spend the rest of the day sorting books. I don't even talk to the librarian anymore, she trusts me enough to go on longer breaks when there is no one inside other than me and her.

This is one of those occurrences, I pick up another book and look at it's code to see where it's supposed to go. 0193, that goes in the romance section. So I walk over there and I jump back when I see a tall man looking at the books. He looks at me confused and I hold my chest, my heart beating fast.

"Did I scare you?" The man asked me. "Yeah I thought I was in here by myself" I say before chuckling lightly. "What book do you have there?" He asks me pointing to my hand, I look down before showing him. "Before your memory fades by Toshikazu Kawaguchi" I say and I takes a step closer to me. He extends his hand out and I give the book to him. "What a coincidence, I was looking for that one, I just finished Before the coffee gets cold." He says.

I smile at him and start to turn back around before he started talking again, "have you read these before?" I nod and he continues "I think this might be my favorite book, what's yours?" He asks me, I take a second to think and answer "probably The book thief, it's really sad but it was very good." I say and he nods.

I turn back around and start walking away, as soon as I'm out of his sight I run back to my station and sit down. My heart was beating put of my chest and I get up again, I look inbetween the bookshelves and I have the perfect view of the most beautiful man I've ever met in my life.

His cat like features and gorgeous and his outfit was amazing. He was wearing a white dress shirt with a long brown blazer over it. Black pants and a plain black backpack, it might not look like a lot but he was so my type.

I blink a couple times to make sure I'm not dreaming or am out of my mind. He's just too perfect, his hair frames his face perfectly and it's just the tiniest bit too long for comfort but he makes it look so good. I only realize im staring when he turns around and heads my direction.

I sit up straight and pretend I was doing something. "Hi again! Can I borrow these books please?" He says and places two books on the counter, Before your memory fades on the top of another one. I take both and bring them to the computer. I type some numbers and my heart skips a beat when I see the other book. He took my recommendation, he's probably in love with me. Gay logic 🫶