I'm Lazy AF

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by itsbrisaaa2

by itsbrisaaa2

Well....it's been awhile. You all are probably mad or anxious. But I talk to most of the people that read this story and they don't seem to really mind. I'm lazy which is why I haven't been posting. Another reason is that I want to update you with quality content and although a lot of stuff has been happening, it's personal.

So as of late to of my best friends have gotten or will obtain a boyfriends. (Hopefully the second will have a boyfriend by Sunday.) Them and their partners really are cute together. It's so adorable how they look at each other and hang out, it's just...ugh... so gosh darn adorable. I myself have crushes on many boys. However, they're boys I can't necessarily date and it would be illegal if we dated. It's also really sad that most people have their first kisses and bfs/gfs in seventh grade. I didn't start liking boys until the end of sixth grade. My love life is pretty tragic.

Although I do wonder if I've dated any boys I do know, it'd be really awkward. But then I start to think about how I need to focus on loving myself before I "love" other boys. I wanted to wait until high school, but considering the life I'm living I'll probably go to an all girls high school where I see boys every 686283 years. Plus, I'm not necessarily the most desirable girl there is out there. I'm probably really annoying, ratchet, and ugh my face is no prize. But this isn't a pity chapter so I'm done talking about that.

I finally got out of school. Only to return to the hell back in August, this break is much deserved. This fall I'm going to eighth grade and although I'm really happy. I'm really sad because I'm leaving the kids I've grown up with and some of them are such great friends I want to just kidnap them and force them to go with me everywhere. Yeah, I love them all so much.

I was at my friend's party and I played with her mice. Oh my Lord, they were so CUTEEEEEE. Her party was really fun and I got to stay after, we took a walk to Will Smith's "neighborhood." It was just a street named "Bel Air." Tomorrow I'll probably have some great stories because I'm going on a Girl Scout field trips with the majority of my friends.

I'm also really excited because in exactly three weeks IT'S GONNA BE MY BIRTHDAY.