Heart-Shaped Romance - Kurt Cobain x Reader

Withdraw Symptoms.

TW// MENTION OF DRUGS AND WITHDRAW

While Krist and Dave were checking Kurt out of the hospital, I went back to Kurt's apartment to ripe it to shreds to find any heroin and get rid of it immediately.

I couldn't really find anything until I went into the back of his closet, underneath a pile of clothes, I found a small box.

I opened it and found at least 10 syringes and at least 20 liquid tubs filled with heroin.

I didn't know it was this bad..

Never mind that.

I grabbed the small box and shoved it into my back jeans pocket.

I wandered around his bedroom a little and it was cute.

Decorated with instruments and little knick knacks.

I smiled to myself.

I looked up at the wall above his bed and saw our magazine cover, but it looked like he had ripped it off of the magazine.

He had circled my head with a black sharpie and connected it to an arrow that said "future worldwide renowned rockstar" with a heart next to it.

I blushed and smiled hard to myself.

That loser.

I sighed.

I grabbed a couple of Kurt's clothes and things so that my place could feel like his place a little bit.

I walked out of his apartment and went to the back of it where the dumpsters were.

I placed the small box on the ground and stomped on it as hard as I could.

After I had stomped on it, I finally threw it in the dumpster.

"Fuck you for taking away my best friend" I said, slamming the dumpster shut.

I walked back to my car and drove back to my apartment where Kurt was.

He was curled up in my bed.

"Kurt..I'm back.." I said, walking over into my bedroom.

"Hey" he said, peering his head over the blanket.

"How are you feeling?" I said, sitting next to him.

"Uhh fine..withdrawal hasn't kicked in yet but..I feel kinda weird I guess..?" he said, looking at me with his eyebrows furrowed.

"Well..I brought some of the stuff from your apartment so it feels a little like home here.." I said, setting out some of his stuff and smiling.

"Ahh you're too kind..hey how'd you even get into my apartment?" Kurt asked, confused.

"None of your business..but I just brought some stuff to make mi casa su casa.." I said, softly smiling at him.

"N/Y/N.." Kurt said, smiling.

I smiled.

"Now try to get some rest..you look so...exhausted.." I said, putting some of his hair behind his ear.

"Mm..I am..really tired.." he said, quietly, starting to close his eyes.

"Hey N/Y/N..?" he said, softly.

"Hm..?" I said, looking down at him.

"I..uhm.." he said, his blue eyes fluttering at me.

"Thank you..for..caring..I've never had someone care this much about me..its nice..it's really..-" he started to say, but fell asleep.