Heart-Shaped Romance - Kurt Cobain x Reader

Burn the Rain.

A couple days had passed and all the shit Kurt said still hurts the same.

I decided to do some retail therapy because sitting in my bed sobbing, wasn't doing anything for me anymore.

The boys knew that I was gonna take a break from the band for a while and it hurts but, I just need to be by myself right now.

I went to my favorite shops down town and got a bunch of new clothes and I went to go get lunch and it was so nice and relaxing to just hang out by myself!

I got back to my apartment and set all the stuff down on my bed and then I looked around and my guitar was missing.

I looked EVERYWHERE around my apartment and I couldn't find it.

I walked into the kitchen and found Kurt on my kitchen counter strumming my guitar.

"Get out of my apartment" I said, sternly.

"N/Y/N please just let me-" Kurt pleaded.

"get the fuck out of my apartment right now before I say something I might regret" I said, getting louder.

Kurt sighed and jumped off of my counter.

He handed me my guitar and I couldn't look at him in the eye.

And then he left.

I sighed.

A COUPLE DAYS LATER

I was laying on my bed, contemplating everything.

I miss the band.

I miss Kurt.

I miss shitty Kurt.

It was just one of his moods, but he KNEW that would hurt me, so he used it to hurt me. I miss my best friend so much. But who the fuck does he think he is? how dare he say that to me??

Shit.

I should forgive him.

But I am so fucking angry.

It's a really cold, December day.

And of course, its raining.

I don't care.

I need to talk to him.

I walked to the studio in the pouring rain because, I was so angry I had forgotten my umbrella.

I slammed open the studio door.

Kurt was standing up near the stage.

"Why is your hair wet..?" he said, quietly.

Fuck you.

I walked over to him, breathing really hard.

Fuck you.

And I slapped him across the face.

"Don't you EVER say that to me again. You KNEW that would hurt me to say. We TALKED about that. you TOLD ME you didn't think of me like that. HOW FUCKING DARE YOU. YOU HURT ME SO BAD. but you're my best friend. and I still love you the same. and I know you didn't mean it. I know it was just one of your moods, but don't. Ever. say. Something. Like that. Again." I said, tears running down my face.

Kurt gets up from the ground and just embraces me really tightly.

"I'm sorry.." he whispered in my ear over and over again.