Heart-Shaped Romance - Kurt Cobain x Reader

The First Concert is Always the Scariest.

"Whyy are you pacing the room??" Kurt said, looking at me confused.

"Cause..I..I..-Yeah! Exactly! Weee have a concert tonight..my first concert..with..Nirvana..one of the biggest bands in the world right now..oh my god.." I said, panicking.

"Hey, it's okay. The first concert is the scariest. Hey, I even vomited at my first concert ha. And I'm going to be right to your left so whenever you get scared, you can just look at me! And hopefully that'll help calm you down."

I stopped in my tracks and looked at him.

"Really?" I said, tilting my head.

"Yess dumbass. Anything to make you feel better." He said, smiling.

I walked up to him and ruffled his hair.

"Thankss bestie" I said, smiling.

"Shut uppp" He said, chuckling.

"We have a concert tonight at the Cow Palace so make sure your guitars are tuned and everything is set!!" Krist said running around making sure everything is ready.

"Hey can you do my makeup for tonight?" Kurt asked.

"Uhhh nope" I said walking over to my guitar.

"Why not?" he said, looking confused.

"Cause I gotta get ready at my apartment and i wont have time" I turned around and looked at him.

"Oh I can just come by your apartment then later. We can get ready together." He said, smiling.

I turned back around, so i wasnt facing him.

"Uh no..you can't do that.." I said, clearing my throat.

"Oh comeonn why not?" he said.

Immediately when I left my moms house, I worked my ass off and got 3 jobs at once so I could have a nice apartment and be comfortably seated in my life. My apartment is more upscale and its clear to me that our band doesn't have much so, i don't want kurt to get overwhelmed and intimidated or hate me because i have a little bit of money. He'll see my house when its time but now is not the time.

"Cause my apartment is..dirty and i need to seriously clean it..maybe another time.." I turned around and smiled at him.

"Ughhh pleasee? You're so much better at it then I am" He said, pretty much begging me.

"Noo but you got it!" I smiled.

I want him and the band over but not yet.

LATER THAT DAY

I was back at my apartment, and it was time to get ready for my first concert with Nirvana!! I'm really excited but really scared too. I hope I don't pull a Kurt and vomit..that wouldn't be good.

I put on my favorite music as I went in my closet to find an outfit that fit the occasion.

I had to leave kinda early because we had a rehearsal before the concert.

When I got there, people were running around everywhere, setting things up and getting things ready for the concert.

It's starting to intimidate me..

I had never been to the Cow Palace Arena, but I knew of it because the Beatles played there.

"Wow..this place is huge.." I said quietly to myself.

"I know right" someone said, coming up to me.

"Hey Daveyy!" I smiled.

"Hey Y/N! You are dressed to the ninesss oh my goddd. Do a little spin for me" he said, admiring me.

"Thank youuu! I feel like I overdressed though..like wheres your shirt?" I said, doing a little spin.

"Ah nah I dont wear shirts for concerts cause I get really hot slamming the drums and stuff but you look great!" he said.

"Oh okay and thanks!" I said, smiling.

"N/Y/N.." Someone said, coming towards me slowly.

"Kurt??! What the heck happened to your face??" I said, sounding really concerned.

"Makeup..happened to my face.." He said, looking sad.

I sighed. 

I should've done his makeup.

"Here lets see if I can fix this.." I said, grabbing his hand and leading him into a lounge room.

He had done his makeup when he got there so all his stuff was already there.

I grabbed a makeup wipe and started taking his makeup off.

"Ugh I'm sorry drumstick I should've helped.." I said, removing the makeup.

"It's okay..it was kinda fun anyways" he smiled.

Krist had passed the room and then came back for a second look.

"Whatttt is going on in here..???" Krist said, looking very confused.

"Kurt preformed a makeup do not and im trying to fix it..oh hey while youre here could you just read me the set list?" I said looking at Krist.

"Serve the Servants, Drain you, Floyd, Teen Spirit, Polly, About A Girl, Sliver, Breed, Come as you are, Penny Royal Tea, Love Buzz, andd On A Plain" He said.

"Alright thank you!" I smiled.

He nodded and left.

"So why is Serve the Servants first? Thats normally in the middle after Come As You Are and Teen Spirit" I said, tilting my head at him.

"My uh..request as an opener..for you.." he said looking down and then looking at me.

"Aw thats sweet thank you.." I smiled.

"By the way I wanted to say you look really pretty.." he said looking away from me.

"Thanks drumstick" I said, ruffling his hair.

I managed to help fix Kurts makeup and gave him a cuter look.

"Perfecttttt" I smiled and gave him the mirror.

He looked at his face in the mirror.

"Amazing. As always." he looked up from the mirror and smiled.

"Shut up" I rolled my eyes.

Rehearsal was regular. We just ran through the songs a bunch. Kurt was to my left so I could just look to my left and see him. A lot of times during the rehearsal he looked at me to make sure I was doing okay and gave me that cheesy smile of his.

god. My stomach hurts.

shit.

I took a couple deep breathes.

Im gonna be okay. And this is gonna go well.

And then the doors opened,

And people flooded in.